I'm done with the bull shit here. I've lost too much, and should have never stayed in north carolina after my mom was better from her cancer issue. I now feel trapped. and its killing me. I've got to get my life back! and get the Hell away from my roommates.. They are insane. Between a non accepting family, and assholes like my roommates, well I'm just burnt out. empty. I'm done with this place.
So no real entry.. it was long, but now its gone..FUCKING COMPUTERS....
Well, I've worked an 11 hour day, and I've been up all night. I should just get a night job. Anyway I'm new here, and I want to do this right. I've been a child of darkness as long as I can remember. Mom put me to bed early when I was little,and even then I never went to sleep until very late into the night. So day sucks.. no pun intended.. I will be so tired, and night falls and I have all the energy in the world. Also being an empath.. well it makes it more quiet for me too. I need the night,feel safer here. I hate the daytime and all the bright people. no not depressed. I'm just tired of them, thats all.. well I need a cocktail,and then maybe by dawn I'll go to bed..
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