What the hell is this
All this time stood here
unable to move any further
My feet are melded to the concrete
as if a thousand stoney fingers are fused to the soles
and the only way to take another step forward
is by tearing hard enough to leave skin behind
It is as if they are trying to keep me outside
Away from seeing the hunched over, gaunt mess
which they know is too sickening for my eyes
They're doing me a favour really
Funny how they only let go
when i walk away
There's an indescribable smell filling the room
seeping from his pores and sticking
to the insides of my nostrils
The bed sheets are wrinkled
Unwashed because he can't
move anymore
Beside him is a glass of water
Untouched
But she pours it out
and refills it every so often
just in-case
She's talking to him
as if he can hear her
As if he will sit up at any minute
and ask for a cigarette
All i can do is stand at the doorway
Watching her touch his face
listening to that horrid rattle in his breaths
Wishing to God i wasn't there
I can't stand that smell
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