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My boyfriend just told me he was talking to a recruiter for the National Guard. I just want to fucking cry. I've done the whole millitery thing before and I sit and worry about weather he's going to come home. He is the most amazing man I've ever met and now he's going to leave. I love him and I support hm, but deep down I just want to lock him in a room and never let him go. When he told me he wanted to know how I felt about it, I wanted to scream. But instead I kept my composure and I said, you gotta do what you gotta do. I hate this. When I'm feeling so low I'm practically invisible, he's the one who makes me smile. He's the one who can make me truly laugh in this pittiful existance. He tells me he needs to do this to figure out who he really is. Who am I to tell him no?

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Lunalessca
23:30 Sep 27 2009

Awww hun don't worry im sure things willl work out.

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