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Oh how I rember when you'd look up at me and smile

Those times I saw you smile where the happiest times I can rember

Your smile was the the light of my day. No matter how dark it was you could allways light it up

I wanted to keep that light all to myself because I feared standing in my own darkness

How foolisy I was then, and now I as a bigger fool then before. Thanks to me your light is near faded

You thought you'd been through the most but I allways said more was to come. Now you have lost yourself

You followed me deeper into darkness, and your so deep now you cant escape from it. After you lost faith in me you lost me too

In fact I lost myself that day. A part of me died when you left me. I died and was reborn from darkness

Yet I blame not you for my death, for it was I who didnt kill the rest of myself and allowed myself to be reborn in darkness

I regreat nothing before then. I had true love, I gave you true love but on that day though I never told you I lost love for you and life

Iwas never one to love life but the life I had with you I loved and thus wanted to live only for your love

Do you regreat the life you had with me? I say this to myself but I never ask you

When you decided to be with me again my anger took me over, my anger of what you did and the fear you'd do it again

It was those very two things that broke me into peices inside. Each peice different from another and never once comeing back togther....

Or so I thought

Then I was helped by the people who really cared and your still in peices.

Find the people who really truely care for you and they will never let you fall again... With catching you