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With every little thing that has been going on lately I feel myself breaking, but I'm told not to. I'm told to be strong because I'm the only one others can turn to. Who can I turn to? I don't want to be strong anymore, I just want to be able to show my true feelings and just let go. I'm turning more to my dark side every day even if I don't want to do so. I had a balance in my life, it kept me sane and it kept me strong. I can feel that balance slowly draining out of me, insanity is beginning to set in and the weakness. I can hide what is really going on from everyone, but I'm not sure how much longer I can hide.