Since I Haven't Written In So Long........
01:05 Nov 22 2006
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Well, it certainly has been a while since I wrote in my journal. The holidays are coming and there's so much to do. The coven keeps me busy, tracking numbers, answering questions and requests, maintaining order with my iron fist.....lol.
I wanted to make this entry about me, and I mean about the real me, the sides that most people don't see.
I am a social retard, which means, I don't know how to act aaround most people. I'm always popular, either liked or disliked, but popular nonetheless. I dance to the beat of my own drum, never really accepting the status quo and always striving to stand out from a croud, be it through my efforts or for whatever reason I can think of at a given time.
I'm busy busy busy. I've got 4 short films in the works and no time to get anything done with them, let alone the money to go out there and produce them the way I'd like to. 2007 promises new things as I will actually have a real business license and can then get assistance from some film organizations.
My kids are great. They are and always will be my world and nothing can nor will ever change that. Life in general kinda blows right now but its shaping up. Since I'm never happy or satified with anything, I still press myself to be the best that I can be at everything I do and accept second for none of the things I want in life.
My closest friends put up with me because they love me and they know that I love them in my own way, even though its hard for any of them to see it. I'm a prick but never an asshole and that suits me because it keeps people on their toes, alwasy guessing and never seeing what is coming. I'm always full of surprises and pranks, the life of the party, the clown, the jester, and the one who holds shit together when times get tough. I don't always show my appreciation for things but those who know me, know when I'm smiling.
I guess this is all the rambling I can do right now and I thank you all for reading. Feel free to message responses if you like.
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