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dimmu borgir

motograter

mudvayne

slipknot

korn

super joint ritual

murderdolls

marylin manson

ill nino

lamb of god

god forbid

arch enemy

nightwish

cruxshadows

type o negative

the 69 eyes

cradle of filth

a.f.i

mcr

devildriver

rammstein

sentenced

disturbed

the used

three days grace

immortal

trivium

strapping young lad

manowar

shakira(laugh and i will kill you)

meshugga

lacuna coil

evanescence

collide

behemoth

two headed chang

diminished

watch them die

my likes





speed metal

dark metal

gothic rock

martial arts

vampire books

sorcery

witchcraft

swords

knives

travel

tigers

dragons

video games

intelligence



my dislikes



judgmental people

preppies

religious fanatics

corporations

racist people

sexist people

idiots

crack heads

uneducated people

movie critics

people who assume things

posers

country music

rap

emo people

and the most infuriating people of all

manipulative assholes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i ask this very inutitive and insightful question towards myself and those who would read this.

why is it that most people feel the need to conform to what everybody else believes,to what everyone else wants,to act and think like everybody else wants just to feel good or belong.

i am rebellious by nature and aggressive,seductive,mysterious,and loving like the tiger plus very intelligent.

so here is my opinion for those who wish to hear it.

never let anyone control you,beat you down for what you believe in and always fight conformity for the sake of your own freedom and others.

if you feel the urge to conform to beliefs other than your own take a look inside yourself first.

trust your heart and your head fate may help once in a while but it is you who must decode what,how,why,and where you want to believe and who to trust because in the end it is you who must either make the decision to conform.......or be who you truly are inside.the reward for being yourself is truly sweet indeed and when someone tries to get to either suppress what you believe and who you are inside the always challenge or change their opinion and fight for individuality!

She was only five

This is what happened

When she was alive...





Her dad was a drunk

Her mom was an addict

Her parents kept her

Locked in an attic





Her only friend

was a little toy bear

It was old and worn out

And had patches of hair





She always talked to it

When no one's around

She lays there and hugs it

Not a peep of sound





Until her parents

unlock the door

Some more and more pain

She'll have to endore





A bruise on her leg

A scar on her face

Why would she be

In such a horrible place?





But she grabs her bear

And softly crys

She loves her parents

But they want her to die





She sits in the corner

Quiet but thinking,

"Please God, why is

My life always sinking? "





Such a bad life

For a sad little kid

She'd get beaten and beaten

For anything she did





Then one night

Her mom came home high

And the poor child was beaten

As hours went by





Then her mom suddenly

Grabbed for a blade

It was sharp and pointy

One that she made





She thrusted the blade

Right in her chest,

"You deserve to die

You worthless pest!"





The mom walked out

Leaving the girl slowly dieing

She grabbed her bear

And again started crying





Police showed up

At the small little house

Then quickly barged in

Everything quiet as a mouse





One officer slowly

Opened a door

To find the little girl

Lieing on the floor





It must have been bad

To go through so much harm

But at least she died

With her best friend in her arms









A child dies every day from child abuse. And if you have an ounce of pity in you for little Auroura and you hate child abuse with a passion you will repost this in your journal and help out those abused children and let them know that someone cared for them. It doesn't take that long only about 10 seconds so please just do it