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when you love someone you want to give them everything

but its different for some people ,isnt it

you try not to do it but it just keeps coming

it goes in and out of your heart

making it ache making it feel like your getting stabbed

you dont know what to do and the only thing you can do to stop the pain is give in

so you do you let everything out

you just spill it

but what happens when the guy you like

dont like you back

what do you do then

the pain starts to run again and you cant help but just cry

its all you can do it makes him feel bad so you feel good

you think youve paid him back for hurting you by hurting him

but

what if it goes too far what if you want to pay him back more than you already have

what if you like seeing people get hurt and you like revenge

what would happen then

to him

and to you

well let me tell you

you would probably end uphurting him

not just in the heart

but

in the body the soul and the mind

it will become too much and you will start to like hurting people you dont think about it you just think about paying him back for hurting you

you want him to feel as bad as you did

and you think that this is the way to do it

you think by going to his house every night and torturing him and everyone else in the nieghbourhood you will pay him back because you knew if he didnt get sleep he hurt in tha morning thats all you wanted but what you didnt want

what you didnt even think could happen did

it happened and everyone knew it ws because of you

and they hated you

they called you names and they tried to do to you what you did to him but for some reason

god doesent want you

he thinks your too good for him and everyone up there so nothing works

well almost nothing anyway

yu think to yourself how can i die but unpainfully

and you find a way

it is to turn emo

so oyu do you go emo you hang around with all the outcasts and the wierdos

and you starts to cut

thats your thing not many emos do it but becuse you want to die you do you go and cut yourself everywhere everyday

although one day you go a bit too deep and you cut one of your main arterys

and you have to go to the hospital

you wake up and find yourself in a room

and think to yourself

what happened and then you see that your in a hospital and you feel sonething on your arm

then you figure out that your not in your own clothes and your in the a +e wark accident and emergency :S

you faint and then wake up again thinking to yourself what happened again then you find out your alone in a white room and its huge it looks like it never ends and you try to fond a wall but you cant you just find this sort of old tv thing and you turn it on and see your old boyfriend and hes ok when you thought youd killed him you thought hed hung himself but he hadnt and you think to yourself where was he where did he go and then you hear someone behind you say he went away what you think he did ,hang himself

and you turn around to find this guys just well not even standing he was flloating

you ask him where you are and you find out you hadnt fainted well you sorts had youd had a heart attack and died 2 hours later just as your ex came to see you and see if you wanted to start it back up again

and you started crying

you died for him

and you shouldnt have youd stole his heart and couldnt give it him back cus you could never se him again

but then you thought about it

you could see him

you were in heaven you could do what you wanted

so you did

you protected him

you were his guardisn angel

and it was hard , but fun

you saw him everyday

you got him a new better looking girlfriend who actually stayed with him without you making her and you made him famous and rich

then one day you were looking for him and he wasnt there he had just disappeared all you could see was his wife and she had a knife she had gone emo

just like you had when you broke up with him

and then you turned around and saw him standing there crying just staring at you

and you look up at him and just run for him

youd missed him so much

you missed his touch his smell his eyes his gawjuss emo hair

and most of all you misses his heart

because you had give it him back and while you did that youd given him a bit of you too and he missed you too and he wanted you he loved you and needed you

then you looked down and saw a knife in his stomach

he had killed himself just to be with you

he couldnt take not bieng with you anymore so he just died he did it for you like you did it for him

and you lived together forever in heaven



like wow that kinda the story of me ish lol heha rate me poems plz takes me ages to do em lol

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cadrewolf
18:23 Feb 25 2009

wow, looked over this twice good words.

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Painful Love

Watching you from across the room

sends searing pain through my heart.

I think back to a year ago,

when I thought we'd never part.

My love for you just won't die down -

it just grows with each new day.

I wish you'd dare to look at me

and hear what I have to say;

"I love you and I want you back - "

but these words you just won't hear.

You don't seem to remember them -

all the memories I hold dear.

You were my first kiss, my first love

and now you don't even care.

How could you just blow it away?

We were the perfect pair.

you seem content to let me go -

You're doing fine as you are,

while I'm still missing how we were.

We had the best love by far.

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obonewits
20:13 Feb 23 2009

Same as it ever was.



Best regards,



OB

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