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Last time i had posted something, it was about how my life at college was like. well since then i dropped out of college, couldnt afford it anymore, but hopefully when my funds get more on track i will go back. My family wanted me to move back to Arizona where i am originally from, but i didnt want to leave my friends who had become family to me, or my job at qdoba that was workin out okay back then. so i moved in with a couple of friends in their apartment, and lived with them for a while, while i still worked at Qdoba workin sometimes more than 40 hours a week, my so called friends at the time were drinkin all the time, doin drugs, and expecting more than i could afford to give them for rent...none of them had jobs, and one of their moms was help pay for everything or so i thought...Come to find out i was paying for everything, rent, internet, food, etc. and their drug habbits...when i found out what was really going on i was pissed, but i had no where to go, and i didnt want to get kicked out because of that, during the time i was there i became very depressed with all the stress, of everything, i started cutting myself again, i was so disappointed in myself because i had promised to never do it again, but i found myself down that path...i couldnt take it any longer, so i told my boss at work what was going on and he allowed me to live with him and his wife for a week, so i could get the money and find somewhere else to live... i moved into a house renting out the basement for cheap, and got a second job working at UPS as a sorter, but when my job at qdoba became total bullshit i quit there...so now here i am in present day, living in a basement dealing with my asshole landlord everyday wanting to move out, but cant because i dont make enough money, trying to find another job, but no luck so far...my friends are still here in the mean time all three of them graduating within the next 6 months, then i will be here alone...My families proposal to move back home still stands, but im not ready to move back, i love it here in louisville even though times do suck, but this place has potential...Maybe one day i will move back to Arizona, maybe not...all i can do is wait for things to look up, they could be worse, so for now im okay...And i shall write more soon, thanks for reading...



~MooN~