ok. know how i said i wished that my boyfriend was in class with me? well he was standing outside of my classroom that entire time. he was waiting for me to get out of class. isn't that sweet? he truley does love and care about me. he is making it very clear to me that he wants me very badly and can't control his self much longer! he probably doeswn't know this but, i am the exact same way. that is why tomorrow is going to be so much fun! i just don't know what to wear on this certain date. i don't own any skirts.my boyfriend will look gorgeus as usual. and i will look my hideous self as usual. but hey, everyone can accept that so that is why i don't care.i am always being myself. if people can't accept me for that then they can go screw themselves up the ass. that is why i hate preppies. all they ever do is care about their looks and what other people think about them. i am one of the undead that doesn't give a rat's ass about what other people think of me. this is my second journal entry of the day.
today i came to school just to be with my boyfriend since i don't have a fifth period final. well we were sitting at the stairwell when mr. jones the world history teacher asks us where we are supposed to be. technecly we aren't supposed to be anywhere. what we told mr. jones was that steven was supposed to be in weights and i was supposed t be in photography. i am so fucking glad that today is our last day of school. plus,tomorrow, me and steven are going to go see the omen. i was supposed to see it when it came out on 6-6-6 but i never made it. at least i get to see it tomorrow with my loving husband steven! anyways, i am so bored right now. we still have an hour and fifteen minutes left in the class. maybe if i would have tooken steven to mine and kevin's spot last year, we wouldn't have gotten caught. speeking of which, i might be dropping by to give kevin a little surprise visit tomorrow! me and steven are going to make his life a living hell and we both will enjoy that!i so can't wait. tomorrow will be one of my greatest days ever. today was supposed to be one of them but we got sent back to class. so tomorrow will be. especially since we will have no adult suppervision what so ever!!!!! i am so excited. i need to call my mother to ask if i can go to grad night tonight and i need steven's mother to call my mother and give her the info about tomorrow. for some reason, my mother is being extremely strickt about our date. what is her deal? she is driving me up the wall and i can't stand it anymore. i can't wait till i move back in with my grandparents. at the moment, the only place i feel safe is in steven's arms. if i move back in with my grandparents, i will feel safe at home and in steven's arms! me and him are very perfect for each other! we only have an hour left of class. i am been writing this entry for fifteen minutes and i am stil bored and i still want my boyfriend to be in class with me.
i seriously need help from my vampire brotherin. i cannot do this on my own. i have tried but nothing seems to be working. i need freedom from my mortal family. does anyone have any advice?
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