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Every time I look in the mirror, tears form behind my eyes.

This is the face of a liar. Someone that does not deserve love...

I try so hard to please everyone, that in the end no one wins.



I feel so small.

So ugly.



That mirror is the one thing I can never hide from. it is just a piece of glass, really... showing me the cold, hard, shiny truth.



That I am the mistake.

The harder I try at something, the more I fail.



Nothing ever comes out right.

I ask you, what is the point?



My head is spinning.



My eyes are watering.



I have nothing left to give.



I am useless, and the mirrors tell me that.

Because it is true... just like every other flaw on my surface.



My hair is always messy...



My makeup is smearing.



I am lost.

Lost in a hall filled with glass... a million wrongs staring back at me.



I cut myself on the corner of one, and my life starts to spill on the floor.

but I can feel no pain... pain is for those whom have something to lose.



Will things ever look up?

I do hope so...



This is not a life I wish on anyone.



Espicially a someone just trying to figure how the world works.



Is this what I deserve for messing up the plan?

Then so be it.



My mirrors are all I have to comfort me now.



*Note: I am fine, this just sort of came to me. My inspiration came from my "new" hair cut... I Hate it. All day, I couldnt look in a mirror without crying. but ill live... just didnt want my friends to worry*

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HaZyFaErY
23:38 Jul 19 2010

Aw, I am sure it looks great.....

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LordWolf
01:24 Jul 20 2010

thanks for the explaination...some of us would have worried alot otherwise!!!!!



as for the hair...i bet it looks great, but even if not...hair grows back.



~W~

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They call her Shadow Girl.



A deadly beauty, moving through the night as a spirit.

Silent... lethal.



Beautiful.



On the outside, she would appear like any other... a wholesome teenager.

But do not be mistaken.



This one is different.



She is wise beyond her years, and very strong.

She is forced to conform... as to not be outcasted from society.



Her heart is pure and strong.

She is fearless, a warrior- someone that is to protect those she loves.



She is young, and greene.

But she will learn quickly.



She has the wisdom of the gods behind her, and the body of a woman.

She is the secret weapon, something treasured.



Her emotions run deep...

she does have a weakness.

But she will grow, and prosper into bliss.



This is the childe of the gods.



The daughter of the night

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The goddess of the shadows.



The princess of the beasts.



The student of the master.



The sister of the wolves.



The baby of death.



The huntress of the creatures.



The girl of the shadows.

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LordWolf
05:54 Jul 15 2010

and a beloved friend...

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HaZyFaErY
20:26 Jul 15 2010

*clapping hands* bravo!!!

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