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Earlier today I caught one of my residents trying to steal $10.00 out of my purse and when I caught him he tried to slide it under a pillow that was on the couch I guess that he thought that I was stupid well he thought wrong from now on I plan to keep my money on me at all times and I told him that if I caught him stealing any more money from me that I would go and get my administrator involved in it I think that I scared him I don't think that he will do it again because if he does he knows the consecquences of what will happen if he does it again I am beginning to think that everyone is thinking that this is pick on ursula week which that is my online name I don't think that I have to give my real name.

Today I called my brother to tell him to bring my car back instead of returning my car to me he thought that he would argue with me instead and then his bitch of a girlfriend thought that it would be fine to tell me that if I came to her house to get my car that she would call the police on me but, what she doesn't know is that I have already called the police and they said that she can not stop me from taking my car I could very easily have the bitch arrested her and my brother, instead of doing that I think that I will beat the shit out of her what I really feel like doing is ripping her head off and taking a shit down her neck, I am so angry right now I feel like I have been taken advantage of and quite frankly I am sick of it I am more hurt than mad my daughter has school in the morning and my brother just doesn't seem to care about me or his niece I hope that he and his bitch of a girlfriend are stupid enough to ask me for anything because I plan on telling them to go straight to hell.

Well today was going ok up until I found out that my pain pills had been stolen I reported it to my administrator and the bitch had the nerve to try and say that it was my fault that my medicine was stolen its not that I asked for someone to come in and steal my medicine I am really beginning to hate this f*cking job and if I catch the sorry basterd in my room I promise that if it is a resident I will be giving them a 14 day notice I like to think of myself as a nice person but it seems to me that the nicer I am to people the worse I get treated it seems that people take advantage of me because they know that I am a kind and caring person some people may see that as weakness I know that my boss sure as hell does she told me that I shouldn't be too kind to my residents and that's one thing that I can't change about myself it takes a very patient person to do my work I have worked as a cna and an sic and a medtech for 8 years and I am not about to change who I am for no body.

About a week ago well perhaps more than a week I managed to get my brother and his wife hired here at the rest home that I work at Larry and Evelynn worked fine for at least a couple of weeks until my administrator moved them over to unit 2 and today the ungreatful basterds quit their job which of course made me look bad to my boss the only reason that I put in a word for them was so Larry and his wife could buy them a car and now he has got my car he said that he would bring it back Friday and what makes it worse is that she pretended to be sick just to get my brother to home with her and I knew that she was faking but my boss was too stupid to even realize what was going on right in front of her it just goes to show that family can sometimes hurt you a lot worse than a stranger can I plan on trying to talk things out with my brother and his wife and let them know just how hurt I am even though I love them both and would do anything to help them....

About a week ago I managed to get my brother and his wife hired on at the rest home that I work at I was trying to help them out so that they could buy a car so that they would have a way of getting around and now my brother is talking about quitting this job because him and his wife are having a disagreement and if he quits on me I will never do another f**king thing for him and what else goes wrong I have been sick for three days I have kidney stones and I am afraid that if I go to the doctor I could lose my job I have a seven year old daughter to think about and if I lose this job me and my daughter will be homeless because my sorry excuse of a boyfriend will not allow us to stay with him for very long I know that I have other skills such as 10 years cashier experience and three years cna experience so getting a job really wouldn't pose a problem I have been able to depend on myself and I can do it again.