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I work for a small TV station in Grand Forks, ND and James Otto was just on our 5 pm news show. He has family that lives in the Grand Forks area and is preforming at the Alerus Center on 1/28/09



This is the song that he sang.



Just Got Started Lovin' You



Just Got Started Lovin’ You

(James Otto / Jim Femino / D. Vincent Williams)



You don’t have to go now honey

Call and tell ‘em you won’t be in today

Baby there ain’t nothin’ at the office

So important it can’t wait

I’m thankful for the weekend

But two days in Heaven just ain’t gonna do

This is gonna take forever darlin’

Girl I just got started lovin’ you



What’s the point in fightin’ what we’re feelin’

We both know we’ll never win

Ain’t this what we’re missin’

Let’s just stop all this resistin’ and give in

Let me wrap my arms around you

You know you don’t want to leave this room

Come back and let me hold you darlin’

Girl I just got started lovin’ you



Bridge

What can I say I’ve never felt this way

Girl you’re like a dream come true

After all the love we’ve made

It sure would be a shame

If we let this moment end so soon



So won’t you lay back down beside me

Girl just like I know your wantin’ to

Trust me when I tell you darlin’

Girls I just got started lovin’ you



Repeat Bridge



I’m thankful for the weekend

But two days in Heaven just ain’t gonna do

This is gonna take forever darlin’

Girl I just got started lovin’ you

Come back and let me hold you darlin’

Girl I just get started lovin’ you



From the album:

Sunset Man

It really isn't going so well right now. I am so stressed out with my kids being sick and trying to figure out how I am going to pay some bills that I have reverted back to my old habit's of eating my stress and fears away.



It really f**king sucks that I can't get the things for my home and kids without putting myself in debt and living paycheck to paycheck. I hate my job so I have decided to go to school in the fall but I have to get a laptop in order to do it along with internet service for my home. I can't be doing school work on my work computer during work at least for now.



I want to send my kids to the school I went to and found out that it is going to cost me $1,000 or more and just for kindergarten but it is a really great school where they go to church and learn about god and is small enough where they can get one on one attention.



I need to get things under control or I am going to end up gaining weight instead of losing it and I really, really need to lose it.



I guess I am done ranting for now.

Well not adult beverage on Sunday. I had a headache that would not go away.



My kids are still sick, my daughter had a temp of 101.8 on Sunday night so I did not work on Monday. The good news is, her fever broke at 1 pm (CST) and she was able to go to Head Start on Tuesday.



But... at 2:30 this morning (Wednesday) she had a temp of 105.?? and I had to take her in the ER. Found out she has walking pneumonia so she is at home with my mom today so I could come to work since I am basically out of PTO (paid time off).



Needless to say, my diet is still not going so well since I am not feeling the greatest either.



I really hope things change soon so I can reach my goal of 50 lbs by June.



More to come later.

I have not been on since Monday. My kids have been sick so needless to say I did not get to Curves on Wednesday.



I am hoping to get there today but with the cold weather that we are having I am not sure. It is just to hard to take the kids out and in and out and in. I have to get them from daycare first then to my parents (they watch them so I can exercise) and then back in to the car and to our house. It gets to be a lot.



I haven't been doing so well in writing down all of the food I eat in a day (aka food diary). I am hoping to get started on this on Monday. I shall keep my fingers crossed.



We have our Christmas party on Sunday for work and I hope to have at least 1 adult beverage.



I will post more next week.

Well.... I exercised at Curves on Friday and it went okay, I was a little tired but did it anyway. My plan to stop drinking pop has not happened yet. I didn't have any on Friday and I woke up with the worst headache on Saturday. Not only that but I didn't feel to hot so I ended up sleeping on the couch most of the day while my kids watched movies and when I finally got up and was able to spend some time with them I had a headache again and went to bed early.

So I might have to have 1 pop a day until I can go cold turkey.



I get to exercise again tonight and then shovel the drive way so that will be my workouts for today. I am hoping to get going on the work out dvd's Tuesday morning.



I know I type this a lot but... thank you for the support.

Went to Curves last night and I actually had a great time. I went Monday but I was miserable since I hadn't been since before Christmas and only once or twice after Thanksgiving.



I usually go 3 times a week so I am hoping to get back to that and do other stuff during the week to help.



Again, thanks for your support.

Well so far so bad....



I had initially wanted to start working out in the mornings but that has not happened. I also wanted to cut out the soda (pop) that I was drinking and that hasn't happened yet either.



I was watching The Biggest Loser last night and something happened that I was not expecting. I started crying because I know exactly how all of the people that are currently on the show felt.



Needless to say that I am going to start keeping a food diary and promissing myself that I will work out at least 5 days a week. If I have to miss the TV shows that I like in order to do this so let it be.



My goal for the whole year is 100 lbs broken down into two goals for the year of 50 lbs by July and 50 lbs by the end of December.



I am hoping to keep a daily Diet Progress Report so if I miss a day or two I will combine them.



Thanks to anyone who reads this and supports me.

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Crimson6Luna6Star
17:24 Jan 09 2009

I know how you feel! I am glad you are trying loose wieght in a safe way! Congrats and Hates off to you sweetie!

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vampfan2009
21:53 Jan 09 2009

I support you. You will succeed.

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twoforme
23:39 Jan 09 2009

thanks you guys, it mean a lot to me and I need all the support I can get.

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I start one of my New Years resolutions on Monday the 5th.



That resolution is to lose weight so my first goal is to lose 50 pounds by July.



I might have to have someone take a pic of me so I can post but I am not sure yet.