not sure what to write in here, at the moment i have my webcam up. when i do- which i do alot- ask me what ever:)
First entry in a while, I was busy. Really busy piecing my life together carefully and slowly, getting every little detail just right. No more arguing with relatives, i hate it. Got my grades back up, i just thought it was about time. im just fixin alota shit.
remember some of my old, deleted entries?... probly not, but ive fixed those problems too. At first i was just going to not date till i got myself figured out so i started focusing on school and my home life. a few friends - just trying to stay balanced.
before thanksgiving of last yr, someone really important to me moved away from the place he has grown up all of his life (me too just not all my life but i have never rlly left for good i always come back) cause his grades. he had to stay away till the end of the semester and if he didnt get his grades strait he had to stay.
while he was gone he didnt rlly txt any of his friends here so we didnt talk much. one day he just walked into my 6th period gym class, cause we usedta have gym together.
he has been back for about two months now.
me an him have known eachother since 8th grade(:
and now were dating, again. last time we broke up he broke up with me a couple weeks before he left an didnt tell anyone he was leaving (he was really upset) but this time we have agreed ZERO heartbreak, so i fixed that problem too!
finally.
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Yep life can be rough,I've been out of my last relationship for over 3 months and I have heard since I walked out on my last gf that she has really done some thinking on me and her as a couple.And was working on a way of getting me back.She's sadly thinking If she thinks she gonna get me back although.I don't give out second chances to any of my exes.Once a girl does me wrong I'm out of her life forever.
Uhm, im not sure if u think i did something wrong to him.... because i would never. He simply was hurt by leaving and needed the chance to disapear more smoothly. i forgave him for hurting me because i understand what he was doing.
- just last night, he told me he wanted to spend the rest of his life with me :D
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