Things left unsaid,
And yet nothing left to ponder,
So much happier now,
Then I’ve been in awhile,
With anybody,
I can’t help but smile with you,
Can’t help to want more from,
To give everything away,
Just tell me when it gets to be too much,
Because it never has to be,
Say it with your heart,
And you always be true to me
The words whispered softly,
Aren’t always spoken sweetly,
The ocean waves crash down old memories,
In hopes of a brighter future,
The peace and all its glory will last momentarily,
The sunflowers left on this memoriam,
Will soon be left as nothing more then dust and decay,
The scares are healing but not fast enough,
The wounds are closing,
Better fill them up fast,
The wind is blowing,
And a storm is coming,
Maybe the rain will bring some love,
To this already withered place.
Can’t there be a middle ground?
Some sort of platform to keep myself upon,
I keep falling further and further behind,
Wounds, scars, and all of those in between,
This is all you’ve left me with,
I always have one reminder of you,
Right here across my wrist,
Do you know what it spells out?
REGRET!
That’s the only emotion left to feel,
The only thing I think of,
Everyday,
What could I have done differently?
To make you stay,
I wish it all could have worked out differently,
I just have to remember my lights,
Still flicker in the exact same way,
The shadows still fall outside,
The sun will rise and fall without you,
Now there’s only one thing for you left to say,
But heaven knows you don’t know,
How to say those two precious words,
Just say it already,
So I can forgive and move on,
Just say… I’m sorry.
Silly girl,
Such a fool,
So forgiving,
Yet untruthful,
Don’t you know who you are?
Don’t you know what you want?
Don’t you understand?
Such a silly girl,
So confused about who she is,
And what she ought to be,
The mask you use,
Is so unforgiving,
Darken it one more shade,
To hide that nasty little scar,
The only thing that’s left to remember,
Those eyes of yours,
So plain yet so complex,
You try to hide your pain,
With your make-up and your drugs,
Believe me girl you’re fooling no one,
I see right threw you honey,
I see right threw this mirror,
Right to my reflection.
Hoping for nothing but that one moment,
That one moment,
Of pure bliss,
Help me find that,
Haven’t you realized yet I can’t be trusted,
With this,
Release inside of me,
Share that hatred,
That consumes you,
I can take it,
And turn it into pure sanity
COMMENTS
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GRTR1
04:45 Dec 21 2019
nice