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*Sighs* Yes I am back in Minneapolis after a very icky drive. We left at about noon and kept driving until Eau Claire. Went out and met Rik, and that was just kind of weird because he brought Kendra with him. I could almost feel the sparks coming from her eyes. It's pretty obvious she doesn't like me. But then again... it was still nice seeing Rik even if it was a bit awkward. On top of that we couldn't get good directions to where we were supposed to meet him, so my sister was bitching the whole time at me and just making me feel worse.



So we get back on the road and the car starts fucking smoking. One thing led to another and we end up driving around for 2 hours trying to find a place to keep our levels on the car.



Finally we found a place that was almost closing so we had to wait and wait and wait. Finally the guy comes back and tells us he doesn't see anything wrong. So we finally get back on the road, and drive the last hour and a half to get home.



I couldn't sleep the whole damned drive and it just plain sucked ass. I'm happy to be back in the city, cept for my cold had decided to rear its ugly head again, and I feel like I'm running a fever and I'm tired. But I can't sleep yet, I don’t know why.



Well that wasn't as much of a bitchfest as I would have liked it to be. But I might as well save my energy.



To think I'll be making this drive again in 3 months. Sounds like fun, don't it?

I finally made it back home. After a long hellish trip with my sister, mother, and brother in law, two dogs, a rat, two kennels, luggage and finally Christmas presents all in a compact car! How fun is that. The trip took longer then expected because of traffic and my brother in law went 30 minutes in the wrong directed (side tracked us an hour.) But that doesn't matter. I am out of the car finally and with my family.



Though my father has already left to run his "errands” Still nice to be home. I'm getting along with Eric for once. Which is a pleasant surprise I somewhat wonder how long that will last. My mom and I are still both sick. But I found out that I can connect here wirelessly on my laptop, which is super uber nice. Umm... let's see what else. Jake isn't doing too well. He's not fully comfortable yet but he will be probably soon enough.



After we got all the shit in the house I went over with Keith to his friend's house. Went over there and smoked a few cigarettes to calm down and then I smoked pot for the first time, well since I was little but that doesn't really count. It's not all it's cracked up to be. Maybe I was doing it wrong lol. But that's about it other then my father already having his bitchfest and us ordering pizza.



Let's hope this is a nice restful vacation, where I get along with every single-family member. I can only pray right?



As long as no one gets stabbed I will be fine with this 7-day reunion. Unless my father's friends decided to bring their nasty pedophile assess over. But I will deal with that as it comes.



Happy Holidays everyone!

Don't always believe everything you read. But in this case, might as well. You never know the truth till you meet the person face to face. But why should one lie? I've gotten so tired of meeting people who insist upon lying even when others know it's not the truth. I trust people so stop betraying my trust. Start being real.



I especially despise the recent flood of people who wish not to be my friend because of my age and how most of the children my age act. Let's get this straight before you message me I am not like most of the teenagers that seem to be flocking around to this site. I'm not one of the one's who say, "Hi. Welcome to my page. I am 13, bi sexual, emo and I don't give a fuck if you like it or not." I do care what people think. I do not flaunt off my sexuality. I do not care for people to think that I am another brainless zombie. So before you make an assumption at least talk to me for awhile, or you are exactly like what you are supposedly against. I have the few older people who have given me the chance and I do call them true friends. If you have a problem with my age tell me from the beginning instead of bull shiting around. I'm here to talk to people, have an escape from the world around me, not for drama bullshit. I'll be honest I don't care to meet people my age for the most part. They annoy the crap out of me. All they ever talk about is how much they hate their best friend and how much they love their boyfriend. I honestly don't give a fuck. To all the drama filled teenagers... you give me a bad name. Get your own opinions and try to have an intelligent conversation instead of looking for just a cyber fuck. JESUS CHRIST!

Well as few of you know I've been sick for the last two weeks. With the head cold thing, then with nausea and vomiting and a whole bunch of other things.



Today I felt absolutely awful but my mom forced me to get up and try and get ready. I ate some breakfast and had such a horrible migraine that I had to turn off all the lights. Then as I got up to brush my teeth I felt all of a sudden even worse. I ended up throwing up a lot. God it was awful, started running a fever and then on top of it started getting awful stomach cramps. For the last couple days I have been urinating a lot more then usually. It's been keeping me up. Having to get up every hour to go pee. I've been exhausted and extremely tired. Also on Monday to top it off I got my period again after just having it a week and a half ago, and it’s not a light one. So that’s just made things even worse.



I finally went to the doctor today and waited in the office for forever. They did a bunch of tests; a strep test, a mono test and a urinary tract infection test. The doctor looked at my throat and I had white spots all over it. So we got the results back I have strep, and the urinary tract infection. The mono was negative but they said I could have the symptoms and it just could be coming up negative for now. I also have a bad head cold, my stomach conditions acting up again and finally I have this new kind of stomach flu going around.



So yeah... I think that's it. I feel dizzy and just icky. My mom had been grounding me because I was staying home sick and taking away my computer, the TV. and the phone. So all I could do was sleep and read. She finally figured out I was sick and ungrounded me today. God...



I also have to pack for going home tomorrow, clean the house and drop Jake off so my friend can watch him while I am in Kenosha. Tomorrow will be a great day. Ha...



I'm cranky and I feel like killing someone. I haven't been eating well either, and when I do eat I just throw it up. Oh yeah and I got weighed today and it turns out I've lost 15 pounds in the last 2 days.



BLAH!!! I can't wait till sleep comes.