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Well got the results from the biopsy's and well lets just say I have a long road ahead of me.My doctors have put me off of work for the next 6 months (for now)And I have no idea what I'm going to do.I am so frustrated at this point I just want to scream,......scream.would anyone hear me?My doctor(who is an awesome guy,and has been my Dr for the last 19 years)tells me on Thursday,he says,Todd you aren't the kind of guy to stress or worry about things,you always face things head on and just do what you have to do and move on with your life,and yes it's true that's the kind of guy I usually am,but I have to be honest I'm tired,really tired........I have to get my head on straight and figure this all out.With the new grand baby on the way,not to mention the other three I already have,Then there's my daughter and my son.Oh what to do?There's only so many tears one can cry....right?.........All this leads me to think...How strong am I really?Everything I've been through in life is this really that bad?I'll get back to you......

Well just talked to my sister and like I had suspected she's going to keep the baby.We both still think with her and her husbands cituation she doesn't need a child,but she's grown and she can make this decision on her own,I just want her to know I'm there for her.But on another note,My daughter-in-law is due anytime now,My granddaughter Jordyn will be here any day now,I can hardly wait........

I just woke up and really want to go back to sleep,I get this way when I get depressed,My sister found out yesterday she is expecting a child,at 40,not a good thing,She and her husband aren't and don't get along.She has left him and now this has happened she at a loss for what to do,She doesn't believe in abortions,and I believe that no child is a mistake,but she can't raise another child,her only son is 23 years old,and as she puts it,She wants grand children,not another child,My heart goes out to her,and though this is her decision,I hope all works out for her.With everything going on with me and my health,This adds one more problem to my list,I just don't know what to tell her.............