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Not much has happened since my last entry. I've recently admitted to myself that I'm addicted to cigarettes. Me and Cooper are cool again. *old friend* I've been thinking about what I'm going to do this summer about my smoking, since hardly any of my family smoke. I guess I'll just have to hoard some cigarettes, or juss do without over the summer. Hmmm....any advice from the homeys?

Shadowgirl, Daughter of the Moon

I'm juss sitting here, chillin on the computer. I'm watching a children's program about aliens and other paranormal happenings. It's a good start for an alien education for youngsters. Someday, I wanna own a library on all subjects that no one can check out of a regular library. Or juss weird subjects that they can find in a library, but are too scared of being ridiculed. Here's a list of subjects I'd like to contain in my library:



All vampire books I can possibly get my hands on.

Ditto movies.

Ghosts/aliens/sex ed books that I can get.

Ditto movies



Those kind of things....Yeah, I'm weird....

Gah, why is it that in the beginning of time, The Almighty One invested power in adults? I mean, I get grounded for an argument that my bitch of a mom started! And then when I try to be nice to her and explain that Dad said I wasn't grounded as long as I stayed out of her way, she jumped down my throat, saying that I was lying. Grrr....she pisses me off, she better be glad we're not in the same room right now. I cannot honor a parent that does not respect me personally.



And yeah, that's what started the whole argument. My personal appearance. What object on my body? My eyebrows. She didn't like the way I was shaping them. Then when I defended myself, she grounded me! What was it that a famous rapper said? Oh yeah, it goes something like this:



You fuckin' bitch! I hope fuckin' burn in hell for this shit!



This is Shadowgirl signing off and saying, REBELLION IS THE BEST THING THAT EVER FUCKING HAPPENED TO THIS WORLD!!!! WOOOOOOOT!!!!

This is so freakin weird, but I'd swear I've just heard faerie music! I was sitting here at the computer when I first heard it *that's why I logged off so suddenly. I investigated the sound, and it came from the woods behind my house, with no apparent source* Anywho, it lead me into the woods. I'd only gone about fifty feet into them *without realizing it* when I suddenly regained my senses and turned back. Well, for those of you who are reading my story, I wasn't able to post today, but I'll get to it within the next few days. Peace Out!

Shadowgirl

I had to sit through a two-hour play, which I did not understand, since a basketball goal was in the way. At least I had Becca to talk to. This weekend, I shall prolly stay on the computer quite a lot, since I don't think I shall be able to go anywhere. I ascended to the Lv. 3 today! I have bitten many friends and intend on doing it to those profiles whom I like! I had to do my brother's chores today and it ticked me off so much, I complained to him. If he lives here, he should have responsibilities also, regardless of his job or college. If he had to pay to live here, it would be different. Oh well. I do not wish to fill up this space with complaints, so I shall go now! Holla atcha homeys!

Shadowgirl

I had to break into my own house. Pretty sad, isn't it? Well, Mom had a psychatric appointment, Dad was at work, so was Brady, and the door was locked. The windows were open, but there were screens. I got off the bus, only to find Cassidy *lil sis* sitting on the front steps, head in her hands, looking forlorn.

"What's the matter?" I asked her.

"The door's locked..." she answered.

"Wanna bet?" I said back.

I asked to borrow one of her pencils, which I wedged under the screen. Then I pulled up and out. The screen came out, but not before leaving a nasty scratch on my finger. I tossed Cassidy through the window. After a few seconds of grunting *on her part* I asked her what was the matter.

"I can't get this gol-durn bolt unlocked" came the acid reply.

So, I had to get a chair and pull my enormous bulk through the window and unlock the door. We got out stuff from outside and Cassidy let the dogs out. I know getting a screen open might not exactly be a real accomplishment for some of you, but for me, well, I was damn proud of myself that I thought of it. Later!

Shadowgirl

The last few days have just gone by so terribly fast. Yesterday was fun. JT, my good friend, gave me a ride home, and my Mom embarassed me when she talked to him after I got out of his truck! And then she refused to be ashamed of herself! I swear, I think that someone found me as a baby, messed with my genetics so that I'd look like the people I live with now, and then left me on their doorstep. This Sunday is Easter, and I dread having to see my whole family. It is always a time that Dad ticks me off and that I can't ever say anything back. Grrr....my family makes me so mad sometimes, I juss don't know what to do! I drank some herbal tea last night before I went to bed and I slept all night, which is something that can't have happened for at least two or three years! Anywho, it was great, but I was really groggy this morning and I took too long in the shower, but luckily Dad didn't say anything or else I would have gone off on him. Well, enough rambling! I shall let you guys go, so that I may continue to grow my levels and grow stronger in the world of the Rave!

Shadowgirl

"Never leave the one you love for the one you like because then they'll leave you for the one they love."



I just heard one of my classmates say it to someone else and I think it holds meaning. Don't break someone's heart because someone else will break your heart in return. I go out with Jonathan Cramer now, and I think that I made his day when I said yes! Well, not much else to say, so Later!

Shadowgirl

Kristin's on the phone with me right now. She juss told me that she might get sent off....man that sux. I hope she doesn't.....she'll be gone for a long time....and I'd miss her. Today had juss drug by. My friend, Edwin, got his car searched cuz the front office got a tip that someone with the last name Thomas *I think that's his last name* had a bunch of weed in his car. They didn't find weed, but they did find his tobacco, which he carried in his pocket. I laughed at him when he told me, then he laughed at me for laughing at him! Gah, me and my friends are so weird! But I love 'em! Later!

Shadowgirl

Well, I'm sittin here beside my Lord Shadowloo in computer Class. The Mistress of computers is not here today, so we have no work, so we get to get on the computer and do whatever we want. I went to the church parking lot this morning with Kristin and stood with her when she smoked a cigarette. I was so afraid we'd get caught, but we didn't. I am trying so hard to gain levels, but it's not as easy as it seems.....oh well, life is hardly ever easy. Today is going good, even though Mom ticked me off this morning when she wouldn't get up when I tried to wake her up. I shall post part of my vampire story this afternoon when I get home, so that I'll have a bit more and will have caught up. I've decided to post only on Mondays so that I will be caught up on my story. I know that yall are tired of hearing about it, but I promise that I shall post some today. In fact, never mind, I shall post some of it after I get done with this. So, I shall cut this short! Later!

Shadowgirl

Right now, I'm watching Scary Movie 2. Gah, it's so freakin funny! Kristin came over for a few hours, then went home at 5:30. We smoked a few faggots *hehe, what a word* and walked around the block. Gah, it's hard to think I'm straight and yet have a crush on her! Oh my goodness, I need to get laid soon or I'm gonna go crazy! Anywho, today has been fun. I've written about a page more of the vampire story *haven't decided yet what to name it*. I think you guys are gonna like it. Anywayz, I've been working really hard all weekend to try to get to the next level, since I'm really getting tired of being a whelp and reading all of my limitations on the status system -_-....anywho, that's all that I have to say for now, so I'll try to update tomorrow or juss whenever I can....

Shadowgirl

Well, it's Sunday. I've been reading since I woke up, with nothing else to do. You know, it's as if the Fates don't want us to skip school. Kristin told me yesterday that she might have to be checked out on Monday, for reasons I've forgotten. Oh well. I'm sure we'll figure out an agreeable time sometime. Last night I had a dream that this boy from my school *can't remember his name* gave me a horse for my birthday, and told me that he loved me. It was really weird. I woke up this morning freaked out beyond all reason. Today, I have much to do. I need to write a little in my story *some of which I will post on here tomorrow*, do a followup check on my other online journals*I haven't gotten on one since I started this one*, and I need to finish reading my library book. Well, that is all that I can think of to post for right now, but have faith in me, my good followers, I shall return! ^.^

Shadowgirl

Well, I juss got back from the mall with Kristin. We said we went to go see Benchwarmers, so her grandpa would let us, but we bought the tickets, watched part of it *which was flipping awesome, and I recommend it*, and then hung out in the mall. I got an Anarchy wallet with a chain. It's so awesome! Ejay, who is Kristin's boyfriend, got caught smoking by an English security guard! It was so fucking hilarious! Me and Kristin smoked about three cigarettes apiece today. Anywayz, I had fun, even though she didn't get to spend the night. She says she's gonna go back punk, even though her grandparents prolly won't let her. *she was into drugs and all that shit when she last went punk, but she still is anywayz, so I don't see what the big fuckin deal is. well, they don't know that, so never mind.* Yeah, I had fun, and so did she. We were gonna try to get weed, so that we could get high, but our supplier wasn't home, so we couldn't. Well, nuttin much else to say homeys, so I'ma let you go!

Shadowgirl

Kristin can't spend the night, cuz she got in trouble last night.....gah, this sux. Maybe I can convince my parents to let me go to the mall, though. Today is "cleaning day" so Dad's going crazy with washing clothes and then making everyone else fold them and put them up, while he's busy throwing out "junk". Well, there's nothing for me to do right now, since no one can come over and I can't exactly go anywhere right now. It stormed last night, but it wasn't as bad as everyone made it out to be. Everyone in town made a big deal out of it, saying it was going to be BIG! It woke me up once last night, and that was because of the thunder, but after that, I didn't hear it. I had a weird dream last night. I dreamed that I was a vampire and werewolves were killing off my family. I received a sword for my eighteenth birthday and I can still remember my father's instructions on how to use it and such. "Keep your left hand touching the hilt and your right hand below it. Keep grip firm and strong at all times, so it cannot be knocked from your hand. Keep stance loose and easy so that you will be able to move faster and easier." In the end, everything was all right. Anywayz, nuttin much else to say, so I'll try to update sometime today! Holla back atcha homeys! lol, nah, but Later!

Shadowgirl

Well, Kristin found me after lunch and said that her psychiatric appointment got cancelled, and plus, our ride on Monday might bail on us, so we're screwed! Kristin went home with me after school, and got to meet my parents and then we took her home, so she wouldn't get in trouble. I can't wait till tomorrow night, when she comes over! It'll be so freakin awesome! I've got half a flask of brandy! WoOt! We just got back from Cici's where I ingested enough grease to kill me. It was great, though! *mouth waters at the memory* Well, enough bugging all of my homedawgs! Later!

Shadowgirl T. Ravenwolf

This stupid school ticks me off. I just posted a really long update about why me and Kristin didn't get to **** today, and the freakin computer said that the computer had an error! Don't they pay people in this school to fix those kind of things?!? Grrr.....Oxford should die....and I'm not the only one who thinks so.....

Shadowgirl Trickster Ravenwolf

I didn't have time to finish my sentence earlier, cuz the bell rang. What I was going to say was that I haven't gotten into trouble yet, so Kristin will prolly be able to come over. Tomorrow, we're supposed to be ********. The story I know yall have been wondering about will be posted on Monday, to give me time to catch up with it, since I always like to be ahead of my schedule. Anywho, nuttin much has been going on here. I've been having to reteach myself how to inhale *cigarettes*, since I gagged the day before when I tried it. Thank goodness that tomorrow is Friday, or else I'd go insane! Well, nuttin much else to say, so Later!

Shadowgirl

Thank goodness that it's more than halfway through the week! Yeah, the Mistress of computer class asked us to make Easter eggs, but when I made one for her with a popup that said evil, she told us to clean up our mess and go back in the classroom! What I don't get, is that if the eggs part is a pagan holiday anywayz, and pagan is considered evil to christians, why not put the word 'evil' on it? I mean, I'm pagan, but still! Only four more months till my birthday! I'm so excited! yay! Today is juss dragging by, like every other day! I've written more of the vampiric story, but not enough to post on here, so I'll tell you when I can post it, but till then, I'm sorry, but you guys will just have to wait for it! Sorry! Newayz, I haven't gotten into trouble yet so later!

Well, I am home at last....school is such a bust....anywho, today was okay, juss a lil slow. I have started writing a story about vampires and their Goddess *which I have completely made up by myself* and I shall post it soon, when I have written more. Anyway, nothing much has been going on. I'm really starting to get into this book that I've been reading lately. It's Shadowmarch by Tad Williams. It's an awesome book!

Anywho, today, I saw Zach's new haircut! I thought it looked stupid, but who am I to judge? My faithful friend, Shadowloo, and I were talking/passing notes *same thing, basically* and I haven't the faintest idea at the moment what we chatted about....oh yeah, it was about his homosexuality/bisexuality *no offense, but for lack of a better word*. I think certain girls are hot, and I've made out with a girl before, but I don't WANT them, so I don't consider myself gay/bi. Sure, I've had thoughts, but they all end in the same thing....unmutual *is that a word?* pleasure. As in, one gets pleasure while the other doesn't, as not shared. Oh well. A lot of my friends are like that, so I have no room to talk about them. Well, nuttin much else to say, so holla back at me, homeys!



They call me Shadowgirl.....I'm here to rescue you.....

My name is Shadowgirl Trickster Ravenwolf. My real name is to remain secret for the time being, and my true name is known by two people, myself, and my closest confidante, Shadowloo. I shall not tell all the tiniest details about myself, for that is something you shall have to figure out yourself. I lead a complicated life, and am often baffled by "normal" people. Well, that is all that I can think of to tell of for right now. I shall update another time.

Thus concludes today's lesson...