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How I'm Feeling Right Now

06:32 Apr 13 2011
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When you finally get to the point that you're scared of yourself, you loose all grasp on reality. You slowly drift into your own made up world that you feel trapped inside of. You feel suffocated. You're not yourself. You don't know what you're doing. You show no emotion, but feel every one at the same time. You think of everything at once. Help me. Save me from myself...


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Dissociative Identity Disorder

20:44 Apr 12 2011
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Dissociative Identity Disorder (Multiple Personality Disorder) is a severe condition in which two or more distinct identities, or personality states, are present in—and alternately take control of—an individual. The person also experiences memory loss that is too extensive to be explained by ordinary forgetfulness.



DID is a disorder characterized by identity fragmentation rather than a proliferation of separate personalities. The disturbance is not due to the direct psychological effects of a substance or of a general medical condition, yet as this once rarely reported disorder has become more common, the diagnosis has become controversial.



Symptoms

•Depression

•Mood swings

•Suicidal tendencies

•Compulsions and rituals

•Phobias

•Flashbacks or intrusive memories

•Amnesia, blackouts or time loss

•Headaches

•Panic attacks

•Reactions to stimuli or "triggers"

•Addictive behavior including alcohol or drugs

•Psychotic-like symptoms (including auditory and visual hallucinations)

•Eating disorders

•Trances, fugue states or "out of body experiences."

•Sleep disorders (insomnia, night terrors, and sleep walking)





Why is it I'm so fascinated with this stuff?


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Schizophrenia

18:20 Apr 12 2011
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Schizophrenia is a mental disorder that makes it difficult to tell the difference between real and unreal experiences, to think logically, to have normal emotional responses, and to behave normally in social situations.



Causes, incidence, and risk factors

Schizophrenia is a complex illness. Even experts in the field are not sure what causes it.



Genetic factors appear to play a role. People who have family members with schizophrenia may be more likely to get the illness themselves.



Some researchers believe that environmental events may trigger schizophrenia in people who are already genetically at risk for the disorder. For example, infection during development in the mother's womb or stressful psychological experiences may increase the risk for developing schizophrenia later in life. Social and family support appears to improve the illness.



Schizophrenia affects about 1% of people worldwide. It occurs equally among men and women, but in women it tends to begin later and be milder. For this reason, males tend to account for more than half of patients in services with high numbers of young adults. Although schizophrenia usually begins in young adulthood, there are cases in which the disorder begins later (over age 45).



Childhood-onset schizophrenia begins after age 5 and, in most cases, after normal development. Childhood schizophrenia is rare and can be difficult to tell apart from other developmental disorders of childhood, such as autism.



Symptoms

Schizophrenia may have a variety of symptoms. Usually the illness develops slowly over months or years. Like other chronic illnesses, schizophrenia cycles between periods of fewer symptoms and periods of more symptoms.



At first, you may feel tense, or have trouble sleeping or concentrating. You can become isolated and withdrawn, and have trouble making or keeping friends.



As the illness continues, psychotic symptoms develop:



•Appearance or mood that shows no emotion (flat affect)



•Bizarre movements that show less of a reaction to the environment (catatonic behavior)



•False beliefs or thoughts that are not based in reality (delusions)



•Hearing, seeing, or feeling things that are not there (hallucinations)



Problems with thinking often occur:



•Problems paying attention



•Thoughts "jump" between unrelated topics (disordered thinking)



Symptoms can be different depending on the type of schizophrenia:



•Paranoid types often feel anxious, are more often angry or argumentative, and falsely believe that others are trying to harm them or their loved ones.



•Disorganized types have problems thinking and expressing their ideas clearly, often exhibit childlike behavior, and frequently show little emotion.



•Catatonic types may be in a constant state of unrest, or they may not move or be underactive. Their muscles and posture may be rigid. They may grimace or have other odd facial expressions, and they may be less responsive to others.



•Undifferentiated types may have symptoms of more than one other type of schizophrenia.



•Residual types experience some symptoms, but not as many as those who are in a full-blown episode of schizophrenia.



People with any type of schizophrenia may have difficulty keeping friends and working. They may also have problems with anxiety, depression, and suicidal thoughts or behaviors.







Hmm...that explains a lot, don't ya think?


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moonkissed
moonkissed
18:33 Apr 12 2011

I am not sure what it is supposed to explain, perhaps if I read your journals and profile I will understand. Nonetheless it is a wonderful entry. Schizophrenia is so misunderstood and so often compared to multiple personality disorder which is indeed different.

Thank you very much!





Famine
Famine
20:41 Apr 12 2011

Yea, no kidding. I have split personality disorder and people ask me all the time if that means I'm schizophrenic. No, that means I have split personality disorder you prick. What did I just say?! Gah! Then I have to pull up something like this and educate the poor sap before I beat him to death for being an idiot.








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