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One cannot explain the wave of emotion one feels

when hopelessness sets in , and the dispair and the ability to do nothing is crushing. feeling like this only make me sad, sad becouse I cannot function sad becouse I cannot move sad becouse the whole world around me seem to be moving forward and im stuck in first gear I cannot stand this it hurts to think of it the tears role down my face as the stressors of life become more evident .When do I feel happy when does it get better when can I smile like I once did with no worries of whats to come this feeling cuts me inside and out and I cannot function the feeling of sadness has stoped me from living I hate it