“More thoughts... “18:16 Feb 09 2019
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I had a great morning. I ordered coffee and listened to some dark classical music which I’d only previously reviewed. I warmed my feet by the heater, as there is approx. 3-4 feet of snow covering the ground... so it was a great hour of meditation in the darkness of the 4 am - 7 am hours on the Sabbath of Saturday, February 9th, 2019. I had managed to climb over a mountain of hell for the past 3 years and am now in a place where life is looking up...
I’ve got a lot of the organization of recyclable materials out of the way... my living space is clean and it’s been a productive winter, on top of the past three years. Hmm, I don’t know if I mentioned all, I will now, in this post; I wrote my first book, it is completed (not published), I managed to finish about 60% of my survival guides into organized chapters, edited and in final draft, I have a library finished of haunted content, research, convos, video footage of an area which is likely haunted and may also have anything from residents which are vampiric, witches, and some other unique types I do not feel like listing, along with tons of related photography, I’m at 95 hrs of research, idk, I went camping a year or so ago and had my first encounter with a demon of myth, I discovered the grounds which host over 3 cults, 1 group of live modern art, and a few other things I don’t really want to mention... it has all been beyond interesting. It is over now though, as far as I can tell, and I’m moving onto some of my own journeying. I want to hike the S. E. Mountainous region of Alaska. Not much else is on my mind at this very moment.
I watched a YouTube video this morning in which two RLVC members were slandered, which was very stressful ... I’m staying far away from the world which is ran by such thinking. I pray to god, though, that all of existence will heal... both those that persecute and those that suffer from vampirism. I’m sure some don’t understand why I would wish well upon people who behave inappropriately... if I’m being honest, this has to do with what I actually beleive... generally I feel a person is mislead, and more commonly what is displayed on a screen about them is a lie and the person is just as lost inside a maze as anyone else, and if not, then it is some form of possession people do not have the ability to see through or understand. Regardless of whatever it is, I think any person would rather live in a perfect world and be a part of a perfect world.. so that is what I will remain focused on. One day I’m sure existence will be different, as no one wants to live in a terrible world in the first place.
COMMENTS
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DarkestTemptation
03:23 Feb 15 2019
And to you as well my dear friend. There is no happiness in my life that holds love so high. I have never known or felt real love deep within my heart. It’s been yet a sad day nothing happen on this day it’s been like this for me for 25 years and counting. So, many told me that she will come but all I feel is broken promises.
thecrucible
05:43 Feb 15 2019
:( I can only tell you, you would not beleive how many times I felt a certain way for over 20 years straight, and still one day it changed. It is very difficult. It may seem odd to just come right out and say it, but I always pray about whatever cannot take... and generally prayer is a major source of change in my life. You can always talk to me when you need a friend...