The days grow sooo much slower, but i must say its great that i caught up on a bit of sleep today...i slept till about 11:30 am then just lyed in bed to about 12:30 noon :|
The days just dont like dont like me muchos...but i just continue to do what i do...which is exactly that, do what is in my day and if there is nothing, i go on the computer or call someone, but i dont have many people to call lol.
Crow is STILL suppose to call me back so i cant tell him my important thing, and i only have an EXCACT 3 DAYS!!! So i DO hope he calls me back and if he dosent, well i'll have to beg charlie for a few more days for him to call back, because i'm too scared to call him sadly....and i dont want him to find out th wrong way...and i was sorta relaxed when he said... "How could i get mad if i didnt know..?" it made me feel a bit better inside.... and well he was really sweeeet over the phone, which made me happy more than sad, i've been sad all summer lamost, i dont want him to be angry at me,i have 2 feeligs in my gut, he'll get abit upset, but not angry, but i've always bene wrong lol...so i can only see what happens...
"You scream and curse till your throat raptures and rebles....you can cry till you have nothing wet left in you....you acn pray to whatever god you think will listen..." i havent read that in while soo im not sure if thats EXACTLY rite but w/e
It seems more and more i seem to miss my friends and am laways on the computer becasue my grama wont let me go no where wif out a fwend!!
But i went out today and chilled at dani's yesterday soooo im puuuuuuuurdy happy and vaction ish coing up soon....And AFI!!!
Yaaay!!!
I've been really horny lately, and im not even on my period its all weird, but all good :P
Whoa!!Its been soooooooooo long since i've written in here....Wellz umm not much has been going on, just growning up more and doing more stuff.
I want to buy new shoes and new lcothes.. :]
I should shower soon.
Nothing much happned today, not even in my 1st day of writing class, cool thing about it is its on the high-school i want to go to! LACSOTA[ loxa ish what its sounds like]
I'm listening to my friends band...These Shilouettes[i'm not good at spelling X| ] good song on :] " dont breathe a word"
Um....after my writing class i volinturee to help with kids at a school and after that i only get 5 hours of rest soo i think i got it good!!! Bad thing about the writing class is i have to wake - up early...and 2 things!!!
1. i'm not a moring person
2.i look scary!!!like ugly, lost and scary!!!
ah well only cat has to see me though ^_-
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well im on myspace alot...
URL : All_loves_in_death check er out fool!
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