I need to get my ass in gear and make sire already. I have been on VR for 4 and a half years. It is way past time.
To do list:
Finish rating the database in VR
Rate the databases in Power Punks & SciFiSection
Rate a lot of profiles and portfolios
Gotta a lot to do!!
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I am so excited! I never win anything!! I just won the 4th contest!! Those bats were pesky little buggers!!
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Congrats..very well done. That was a hard contest!
Congratulations it was a tough game!
Good job!
Congratulations!
WOOOOOT!!! congrats!!!
Thank you all so much!!
Look here.
Johnny Depp speaks out about the injustice towards the three accused in the murders of three 8 yr old boys in 1993.
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I can't wait to see this on 48 Hours. It looks really good.
I agree. I think it will be neat to watch.
No matter how old you are, you need to be checked by your doctor on an annual basis.
I was told by my doctor:
If you are under 35, you should have a pap test every year.
When you are 35 if you have never had a bad pap test, you can start going every three years.
She also told me to start getting a Mammogram when I turn 40. Oh just can't wait to have my boobies smashed.
But if it helps to prevent breast cancer, then I am for it.
When I got home last night, my mom informed me that my grandma (who is 84) has been diagnosed with breast cancer. Luckily she had her mammogram two weeks ago, had her biopsy done on Tuesday (the 23rd). The doctors say they caught it early enough that it is not very big. They think they can just do surgery and remove it. They told my aunt that they didn't think she would have to do chemo or radiation. Besides they don't want to do those, because she has dementia, and they believe the chemo and radiation could put her into full blown Alzheimer.
Need I say any more? Yes I will.
Do you know what women are?
Let me tell you. Women are two faced backstabbing bitches who will do what ever it takes to get what they want. No matter who gets hurt in the process.
If a woman sees a man that she wants, and the man happens to be dating some one else, the woman will do anything and everything in her power to get said man. Then when she gets him and her way, she leaves him lay.
Woman are cruel and manipulative.
Here is a secret, a woman has true power. She has something in her grasp that most men want and she knows how to use it to get what she wants when she wants it.
I word to the wise, be very careful what you seek for it might sneak up on you and bite you in the ass, then leave you for dead.
Why is okay for a guy to have female friends while in a relationship, but god forbid a woman should male friends?
I just don't understand the logistics of this.
Why the hell can a guy out and have a one night stand and it is perfectly fine. But if a woman goes out and has a one stand night stand she is considered a whore? What makes a man any better than a woman when it come to sex?
If a woman wants to go out and have a good time, she should not be judged. Men don't get judged.
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Because our society has screwed up priorities...
I will have to say I agree. Our society is very judgmental!
Well I got the results of my EPA test, I failed again. I have to pass the f**king test. I have one more chance before my union contract ends at the end of April. I retake it on April 5.
After the end of April, I can retake it, but I don't know if it will benefit me to take it.
I have to pay $10 each time I retake it.
Order another book to see if it can help me to pass it. Waiting on it to get here.
I have got to talk to several people on my friends list today. It was great getting to know other members. It is always nice to meet new people. I am all for it.
Taking a sick day tomorrow from work. Going to my friends visitation. It is from 3 to 7 pm. There will be no funeral, he is being cremated.
It will be a truly sad day.
I found out yesterday that I friend of mine died due to injuries in a snowmobile accident. He was pronounced dead around 1pm on Feb. 9, 2010. It is really sad, he just got married this past summer and his son was born in December.
He was a kind, caring and loving person. He could make anyone laugh.
He will be greatly missed.
Hugs to all his family!!
To get to my point.
After the breakup, my ex was very rude to me. He called me all kinds of names even the big C word. Which I absolutely despise. He gave out my cell and home numbers to random people at parties. I would calls at all hours. It was very frustrating for me. I didn't want to be mean back. I figured I hadn't done anything wrong in the first place. He was just being very immature.
A year and a half went by, and out of the blue he stops by my parents house. He then apologizes for acting like a complete asshole to me, and then apologizes to my parents.
But I just had a hard time forgiving him for calling me a cunt. I absolutely hate that word.
I would talk to him if he called to just hello. I would be polite to him. I figured what the hell, kill him with kindness right. The old saying if you have nothing nice to say then don't say it all.
Well before Christmas 2009, he called me to tell me that he wanted to take me out to dinner and do the date thing. I told him I would have to think about. He has grown up a little bit, but he drinks way to much for me. I haven't been out to the bar scene since I found out I was pregnant in Jan. 2006. I just think I want to do this song and dance thing with him.
I am ready to find a man, who will love me for who I am. And love my daughter.
I don't ask for much. Just some love and compassion. Is that to much? I think not.
I guess I just shouldn't wear my heart on my sleeve.
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~Sigh~ that explains a lot...but please don't change...you have helped me here more than you will ever know...and I have never even met you...yet you still listened and talked to me...
I wear my heart on my sleeve. I've accepted myself that way - I risk being hurt more, but I also revel in the good stuff more too.
Pros and cons to everything. Just be you - the right match will come along.
It has been five years since I was in a serious relationship. I gave that relationship my everything. I loved that idiot and his beloved son with all my heart. We were together for four years. I gave him and his family my everything. We went through a lot of tough times. The death of my nephew, his schizophrenic sister and many other harsh realities.
I am four years older than him. I went to college and got my bachelor's degree. He never went to college. While I was getting my BSA, I did an intern with my local cities Water Treatment Plant. Two years after I graduated, there was an opening at the water plant. I applied and got hired.
That was when the relationship started a downward spiral. I had to work third shift, 11 pm to 7 am, and it took a toll on me. I had worked day shift for so long, my body didn't know what to do. It took me a long time to adjust and threw my body out of whack.
Well my fiance at the time, felt threatened by my new job. He couldn't understand why I just couldn't sleep at a certain time and get up and go about my business or do what he wanted me to do when he wanted me to do it. He didn't like the fact that I made more money than him.
To top it off, that wasn't all. Since we were engaged, I started bringing up stuff about preparing for a wedding and a family. Since he already had a son, with his high school sweetheart, he told me that he didn't want to have any more children at all or with me. Well, that didn't go over very well with me. I tried to make a plea with him and asked him to think about it. He wouldn't budge.
Then he told me that I would have to get rid of my two dogs. Which I told him flat out, go to hell. My rottweiler was my baby at the time. I had him since he was 5 weeks old and was not about to give him up. The other dog was a pug, that he gave me because his dad didn't want him anymore.
Finally, I just kinda shut down. I was tired of arguing over the littlest bullshit with him. On November 5, 2005, we broke it off.
I had decided at this point in my life I was going to start living. I started going out with my friends and having more fun.
Then I went on a date with a guy that had liked me for several years. We hit it off. We had a lot in common, our parents were friends and we had known each other for years. He told me that he loved me and wanted to be with me. All was good.
Then on Jan. 13, 2006, I had to go to the doctor, due to severe pains in my right and left sides. The doctor told me that I had another kidney infection that hit both of my kidneys. So they put me on an antibiotic. They told me that if I still had the pains after the ten days of antibiotics to call them back. Ten days later I called back and they scheduled an appointment for me to have an ultrasound to see if the infection had spread or gotten worse. My doctor wanted me to have the ultrasound to see if I ended up with cysts on my ovaries or if something else was going on.
I went in for the ultrasound on Jan. 23, 2006. I had called in sick to work on the 23, 24 & 25 of Jan. My mom came over on the 25th to see what was wrong with me. Since she had not heard from me since the 21nd. When she walked into my house she smelled something bad. She got me out of the house and called the furnace man. Apparently there was a small gas leak in my house. I ended up having carbon monoxide poisoning on top of my infections.
On Jan. 27, 2006, my doctor called me with the results of my ultrasound. It turns out the infection wasn't as bad as they thought. I was approximately 5 weeks and 5 days pregnant. I was completely shocked. I hadn't had a menstrual cycle since September 2005. The doctor was a little shocked as well. I had taken several pregnancy tests at the doctors office before the gave me the antibiotics and they were all negative.
I told the guy who I thought was a gem that i was pregnant and it was his baby. He was completely and utterly happy.
Then that all fell apart when I was three months pregnant. I haven't seen or heard from since. My daughter was born on September 19, 2006.
Her life started out rough but she is a ball of fire now. If you want to know about her birth and the rough start read my profile, it is all in there.
I didn't take the sperm donor to court for support. I figured, if he didn't want any part of her life while I was pregnant, I wasn't going to force him to take part in her life.
I have had a lonely life these past five years, but my daughter has brightened it up. But I think I am longing to find my other half. I am not getting any younger.
to be continued......
Here are some pictures of the pendants I have made for the necklaces and bracelets that I am making. (Forgive the blurriness of the pictures, my camera is not real good.)
These go to necklaces:
(This pic has an Ankh, Green clover, Peace sign and dove.)
(This pic is all of Wolf Paw Prints.)
(This pic has two eternity signs, a broken heart and the Irish Claddagh.)
(This pic has a green clover, broken heart, a dove, a peace sign and a symbol of friendship.)
(This pic has two wiccan pentacles and two Quileute Tribe tattoos.)
(This pic has the Fangtasia sign from True Blood and three that say "Team Jacob.")
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They look great...really luv the paw prints...
I love them all. Very well done my dear.
A strip club has opened up in a community near mine and people are having a tiff over it.
The way I see it, if it brings revenue to the community and no one gets hurts, then let it ride.
The local church goers are standing outside of the business every night in hopes to ward off business.
The strip club opened up in an old school. It has not been used for that purpose in a long time. So I don't see what the problem is. They think all the pedophiles are going to go there. If they are there then they are not hurting any children.
It amazes what people have to bitch about, everything that happens around them and not worry about themselves.
Now all the surrounding communities are changing their zoning ordinances in order to keep adult businesses away from homes.
The funny thing is, this strip club is actually not in a town, but in the country along the highway. There are a few rural homes around the vicinity.
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It is all about rallying the base. I am sure some of the very same protesters will sneak in there or apply for a job there lol
Everybody has to gripe about something.... Frankly if its bringing in revenue for the community then why go haywire over it? What's next for the church goers.... Convenient stores & how they overprice stuff? Sheesh
Working on making more pendants for necklaces. I want to start on a little shop on Etsy as soon as I get several made. I have about ten made so far, but I would really like to get about 20 or 25 made. Just to have a good start.
I have a couple of bracelets made as well. I want to have about 10 made before I start on Etsy.
So off I go to make some jewelry. That is what I will work on this weekend.
The only thing on the pendants, it takes 3 days for the finishing glaze to cure. I think I will have to get all the pendants made on Friday, so they can cure over the weekend.
I will post pics as soon as I get them all done.
I took my EPA test Monday. I won't find out for about two weeks if I pass or not. If I didn't pass, I can retake it in April. I had better pass it then.
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