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Never do I laugh

But forever I cry.

Everyday I wake up

Wishing that I'd die.

Why do I give into love

Knowing it'll break my heart?

Why do I let you take

My life and rip it apart.

There's a song inside of my soul

A song I can't find the words to write.

The pain is suffecating my will to live

The tears pour out of my eyes closed tight.

The razor slices open all the old skars

Every skar is sliced deeper.

My broken soul has taken me away from life

Now Satan he is my dark souls keeper



Jamie

I sit in a dark corner

Crying and all alone.

Never to know the world around me

Everything remains unknown.

I pick up a cold sharp knife

And place it against my skin.

Hoping to forget my past

And release the insainity within.

When I see the stream of blood

The memories pour into my mind.

It seems I was again wrong

I was emotionally blind.

But whats done is done

Now I am left to die.

No one will ever miss me

I tried not to shed a tear I tried not to cry.

I will live an eternity in hell

My forever burning hell was my broken home.

Now I cry bleeding, and dying

Now I suffer dying with no one I am ALONE.



Jamie

You think I'm strong

But truely I'm broken.

You think I'm confidednt

My mind is unspoken.

You say I'm true

But I hide my lies.

You say my hearts pure

But inside me it dies.

You think I'm perfect

But my flawed emotions hide.

You say I'm kind

But years ago it died.

It's hard to forget memories

If you make lies of them.

You say I do care

But I never loved him.

You think I'm strong and bold

But I hold back the oncoming tears.

You think I'm tough and brave

But I treamble and hide from my fears



Jamie

I'm sorry I'm miserable

Sorry that I cried

I'm sorry that I'm stupid

And that I came into your life

I'm sorry I seem untrue

Sorry I lied

I'm sorry I'm troubled

And wish that I die

I'm sorry you said you loved me

But I was to dumb to speak

Sorry I did nothing

When you kissed me

I'm sorry I never told you

The way I felt inside

Sorry that I kept it a secret

And that it had to hide

I'm sorry I never spoke of it

So sorry you never knew

Now you've left, it's to late

To finally say I love you.



Jamie

Satanic deamons running all around

Fallen angels; wings lay broken on the ground

Evil laughter it spills into my brain

Splattering droplets from the falling rain

Burning sulfur it glows bright as fire

A weakened heart no longer full of desire

Crimson venom seeps into my veins

Bittersweet love caused by misery and pain

Fire melts my flesh and skin

A knife to relieve the insanity within

Fangs sink in to my neck I become evil and hell bound





Jamie