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DEAR BLAKE,

we all wish you didnt have to go.its crazy how fast people can leave this world these days.i never expected you to leave like you did.i mean goodness you were still only a kid.just want you to know that we all will miss you and never will forget about you and how wonderful of a person you were.it was a great 17 years but i hate it ending like it did.wish it could have been longer.just know that all your friends are with you and we all know your with us in our hearts.i know brooke misses you a lot so please help her get better.and your mom also.well guess ima go now.i never say goodbye cuz it means forever and this isnt a forever thing.we all know we will get to see you once again in the beautiful sky.the only difference is we all will be one of gods beautiful angels.

love always,

tasha

well my weekend wasnt good cuz i spent it with my dad but sunday he left tht morning n didnt get home till 6:30am the next morning knowing i was staying there.then left yesturday around 7pm n did the same (didnt get home till 6:30am) without a single call to check up on me or nething.then i told my mom tht he hadnt been there and she called n left him a nasty message so he ended up gettin mad at me.so whn he got there i was going through all my crap trying to throw some of it away and he said "you know what your a fucking smart ass,pack your shit and leave cuz i dont wanna see your fucking face around my damn house again"so i got most of my crap and left.im goin back this saturday to get the rest of it all.then b4 that...last friday i was taking a nap at home (my grandmothers) and my mom came in and woke me up and told me that my friend had died in the lake.he swallowed some water and it filled up his lungs n caused him to drown.it came to me as a shock but of course what death wouldnt??? so lets just say this weekend hasnt been as good as i was hoping for.

"Jack and Jill went up the hill,

To fetch a pail of slaughter.

Jack fell down the well,

that led to hell

For Jill was satan's daughter."

-Living Dead Dolls

This is Bob.

Bob likes you.

Bob likes sharp things.

I suggest you run away from Bob.

well my weekend was purty cool.didnt do much but stayed on the phone n the net.i cant wait till school is out cuz ima goin to c my fiance bob.its goin to b so much freakin fun.ima gettin to spend a lil over a month wit him n NO PARENTS!!!!!! lol wahoo for me.well hmmm sadly my journal is on nobodys fav. journal list nemore.it was on 3 fav.s but not nemore :-( oh well idc if ppl think my life is boring.i think its purty interesting.well ima go for now.tlk to yall later.chow

also i have some sad news.my hamster the one whom is suicidal lil linny has passed on just recently.i think it was 2 wednesdays ago *sigh and tear rolls down face* i miss him a lot.he died in my hand and i cried for a while but im doin better now.

hello everyone well its me again lol i think u already knew that tho.anyways my weekend was the absolute best cause it was my b-da this past sunday wahooo im finally 16.thank god im half legal now lol.anyways i got to spend it with the love of my life and he took me to the beach for what seemed like hours and then we went out to eat and he got me 6 t-shirts and 2 cds.i had the best b-day.my father got mad at me cuz he didnt get to spend my b-day wit me but i didnt care as usual.lol.he can just kiss my gorgeous ass for all i care. i told my mother that i wish he would just leave and go to maryland like he told me he would.thats the problem wit my father,he says things but never sticks wit wht he has said.its pretty bad tht my fiances father acts more like my father than my own dad does.it is actually pothetic if u ask me.well anyway i guess this is all i have for now.ill update u on other things.later taters