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Learning to live with everything that is out of your control is hard. Right now I am in physical pain everyday. I have been to multiple doctors and at this point they have not given me anything to deal with the pain. I am going back to the damn doctor tuesday to talk about options cause the migranes are coming almost everyday now and I can not function with this much pain in my head. I have tried everything to lessen the pain right now I am taking way to many pain meds popping pills almost every 4 to 6 hours just so I can open my eyes. I know the doctor doesn't want to put me on the long term med for migranes but at this point I don't think I can function or survive the way I have been living the last two months. I am not sure what all the pain meds have done to the rest of my body. I just want the pain to go away.

well I guess God thinks I can take a lot of pain because he gave me emotional pain all my life and has decieded that he is going to give me physical pain now too. I have been having migraines a lot in the last couple of months about three weeks last month and so far three days worth this month. Going to call the head doctor again tuesday and talk to him about the fact the pain is still happening very often. I want to see if he has any other possible course of treatment.

I made him check so I got my MRI results nothing majorly wrong so it is just one more thing i am going to have to live with.