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Just an Icon collage on how I feel presently.

So maybe Im just thinking too much because Im tired but I dunno....



Have you ever loved somebody so much that you cant ever get him out of your head? He is like a disease for which there is no cure. No matter how hard you try you can never get over him. I dunno....I feel this way everyday. I wait for the day that I will be over him but that day has never come. I think of him all the time. I still love him more than anything, more than life itself. Its just hard for me to think about how much I love my current boyfriend when I am always thinking about him.

Does he know this? yes.

Does he love me back? yes.

Why arent we together? I dont know.

One day I may get over him but Im not too sure. Will this last? I think so. I love him and I miss him but...I dunno. Complicated I suppose....