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the dream
08:22 Jul 31 2007
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I find myself sitting in a room, basking in the suns warmth. I'm happy here, alone in this peaceful silence. Then standing in my doorway, I see her petite figure, her eyes a familiar crystal blue and although she stands in shadow, I can see her grin. I cannot stop myself from moving towards her. Her face now unsettling and lost. I want to reach out and touch her, feel her warm embrace. Then the shadows shift my family now stands like a stonewall in front of her, their faces holding no emotion. I lower my head and take a step away. "Forget her," they beg me. I look into her sad eyes, pouring from them like rain are her tears. I step forward pushing them aside, their hands reaching for me, but never catching grasp. I take her face in my hands and wipe away her tears, "your okay now. They wont touch you." I lean in and take in the sweet sent of her "I promise." she wraps her her arms around me, her head buried in my chest. "I love you" the words whispered slowly. I can't hide the smile on my face, the redness in my cheeks. "I love you too" she's looking up at me now, waiting. I lean in touch my lips softly on hers "please believe me." I loosen my grip on her and as she looks at me she begins to fade. I reach for her, but she slips right through me, melting on my finger tips and then…..























I WAKE UP

my fight with the WORD love
08:11 Jul 31 2007
Times Read: 579

it's amazing how one person can have such a strong impact on your life that they change you entirely.



how the can bring you form the darkest stages of depression to the highest point of understanding.



How that one person can take your broken heart and make it whole again.



The way they can bring you from tears to the widest smile and how hearing three small words escape there mouth can complete your world.





It's hard to believe that the word love can change a person so much. That hearing this word can change your mind about some many things so quickly.



love is something of trust of heart and saying it just to get in someones pants is harsh. Tell someone there beautiful or simply building someone up for your own gain is heartless and cold.



Most people would think I was talking about men, but it's not just men who do this kinda of thing it is women as well just most guys are not as impressed with words.



Women try to tear down men all the time without ever thinking once of what we do on a daily basis. we critics men for thinking about sex all the time when most of us think about it more then we do anything else.



The only reason you don't hear men BITCHING *and thats what it's is * about us as much is because they don't care what you have to say about them they are happy with themselves enough to know that if you fucked them over they CAN do better.



which say a lot about womens self confidence all together.It says that we don't stand up for ourselves we let men treat us like dirt ,but all we can do is bitch instead of move on. Were so cought up on a word that we don't look for anything else.



I'm a strong believer that you can be in "love" without ever having to say the word. As the great Shakespeare once wrote "what's in a name?that which we call a rose by any other name would smell as sweet." and is it not true love would still be love if it was called something else it would still be that feeling that meaning.



So I guess what I'm trying to say is forget the word love and be happy with what you have.Don't look for the word look for the feelings the meaning in his voice and know that nothing else matters.