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im losing my mind. so much has been going on and i dont even know how to accept half of it. i do know one thing though as far as it goes im so sick ofbeing in this world. i am still mortal and my soul cries for release. i dont think i can take livin this way. this is the only place that i can show who i really am. i am an old soul and i have seen so much but now the one thing i yearn for i cannot find. i have discovered that a mortal male cannot please me and im not so sure why. i have been undergoing some changes and im alone in this. i have no one left to turn to. these changes i donot understand. for all i know is what i experience from my prison. i am lost and i am falling into darkness with no hope left. i yearn for that sacred kiss that cannot be found anywhere else. that blessed pain or pleasure however you may see it. i need that preciouse release the blessed kiss of all kisses the one that will change everything. i seek this but to no avail. do i stand alone to face the dark abyss of nothingness or do i keep hoe strong?

so yea this is my first day on here. im new to this shit. i kno that vampires truly exist. but i cant find A TRUE VAMPIRE. they r difficult to find. all you really find around here are posers who think they kno. im tired of bein alone in this matter. thats why i enjoy vampire rave so much. here i can be myself. i can be real and i can speak with others that feel the same.

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Kronos
12:41 Sep 05 2009

I feel the same way as you do I also beleive there are true vampires out there I just want to meet at least one to see for myself what they are like.

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millvillegebull005
22:43 Sep 05 2009

your right they do exist but you will be surpried what they are like

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Angelus
22:22 Sep 08 2009

welcome.

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