I TRULY HATE BEINGS THAT SHOW YOU ONE FACE AND THEN TALK BEHIND YOUR BACK WITH THE OTHER. I RANK LIARS RIGHT UP THERE WITH THIEVES OF MY "FUCK YOU" LIST. THINGS LIKE THAT IS THE REASON I HAVE TO WATCH MY BACK AND KEEP MY DISTANCE. THEY JUST MAKE IT HARD FOR "REAL" PEOPLE TO REACH OUT TO ONE ANOTHER AND CONNECT. I REALLY WISH PEOPLE LIKE THAT WOULD JUST DIE AND LEAVE THE REST OF US THE HELL ALONE. SO IF YOU ARE ONE OF THOSE TYPES AND YOU ARE READING THIS...….GO FUCK YOURSELF!!!!, AND STAY THE HELL OFF MY PROFILE......
I HATE WHEN I GET TIRED LIKE THIS. I SLEPT 12 HOURS YESTERDAY, AND ANOTHER 5 TODAY. I HATE SPENDING MY DAY IN A HOSPITAL FOR TESTS AND SHIT. SOMETIMES I WISH IT WOULD END AND THEN OTHER DAYS I'M GLAD IM STILL AROUND. BLAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I GUESS THAT'S IT FOR NOW
TWO WEEKS IN A ROW OF BULLSHIT, IS THIS HOW MY YEAR IS GONNA GO?? I HAVE FAMILY THAT IGNORES ME AND SO CALLED FRIENDS THAT HAVE TURNED THEIR BACKS ON ME. I TRY TO BE THE BIGGER PERSON, BUT DAMMIT I CAN BE PUSHED BUT SO FAR. SOMETIMES I WONDER IF IT'S EVEN WORTH IT TO STAY AROUND HERE. MAYBE I SHOULD PACK MY SHIT AND ROLL OUT TO SOMEWHERE NEW. POSSIBLY SOMEWHERE THAT'S COLD AND SOMEWHAT WET, SOMEWHERE DEEP IN THE MOUNTAINS. NOT THE MOUNTAINS AROUND HERE, THERE'S NO GOOD HIDING SPOTS. THE RANGES TO THE NORTHWEST SOUND GOOD AND MYSTERIOUS. MAYBE SOME OF THE GOOD CREATURES THAT LIVE CLOSE OR HAVE ANY OPINIONS COULD LET ME IN ON THE LITTLE SECRETS. I THINK I JUST NEED HELP POINTING ME IN THE RIGHT DIRECTION.
HELP WOULD BE GREATLY APPRECIATED!!!!!!!!!!
IT'S 8:15 PM AND I'M CALLING IT A DAY. YOU KNOW THAT FEELING YOU GET WHEN YOU'RE MIND JUST DOESN'T COOPERATE AND NEITHER DOES THE WORLD. IT BEING A FRIDAY I THINK JUST MADE IT WORSE. SO I'VE DECIDED THAT THIS WEEKEND I'M NOT COMING BACK OUT. I'M JUST GONNA STAY IN BED WITH THE BLINDS SHUT AND THE LIGHTS OUT. MAYBE JUST MAYBE I'LL BE ABLE TO GET EVERYTHING RESET BEFORE MONDAY.
SO GLAD THAT THE HOLIDAY MADNESS IS OVER. HOPEFULLY PEOPLE CAN GET OVER THEIRSELVES AND LEAVE ME THE HELL ALONE, ESPECIALLY MY DAMN FAMILY. THEY ARE SO DAMN SELFISH AND SELF CENTERED, IT'S REALLY REALLY SAD. I KNOW I'M NOT THE ONLY ONE IN THIS WORLD THAT HAS TO DEAL WITH CRAZY FAMILY, BUT HOLY SHIT IT'S DRIVING ME CRAZY. EVERYTIME YOU TURN AROUND THEY'RE EITHER FIGHTING OR TRYING TO GET MONEY OFF SOMEONE. ANYWAY I JUST NEEDED TO VENT FOR A MOMENT TO KEEP FROM EXPLODING. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.....I HATE SOME PEOPLE.
COMMENTS
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Tristesse
05:37 Jan 15 2019
It happens. Some people live just to make the lives of others miserable. I wish I could ignore them.... but, do you know what you have written in this journal entry is a form of personal exorcism? Cool stuff.
Earthgrinder
05:35 Jan 05 2020
Someone bothers you block them, take their honor. Give them a bad rating. Or just ignore the worm.