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08:04 Jul 23 2007
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why is it that im the one that everyone in my family seems to blame when the shit hits the fan? everytime i turn around something els is blamed on me even when im not even there, wtf is up with that shit i mean come on how can i do something when im not there? thank god i turn 18 in 3 mo!! im moving back to boise where i belone to save up and what not, it's not that bad here im just miserable. the other day when i was out looking for a job i got lost and would up all the way on the other side of town...

08:02 Jul 05 2007
Times Read: 575




why is it that other people can go out and party and not get in trouble, and the few times that i let lose and have fun i lose everyting? i dont get it it makes no sence at all. yes i realise how childish i souind right now but im just done dealing with all the bull shit. my mother sais that she puts up with alot and asks how much more of this she is expected to take, bull shit! just fucking bull shit! im done truying to make people happy. what the fuck should i run around like a fucking chicken with her head cut off just to make other people happy when im not? i mean come on what the fuck am i supposed to do?

my fucking mother thinks that im suck a horrible child, bullshit im a fucking cake walk compared to alot of other people. i done dealing with it. the only way that i see will end this fude is moving out completly i have 4 fucking months till i turn 18 and what the hell is she going to do then? i dont want any of this shit handed to me, if i dont have to work for it then what the hell is the point? i refuse to try and make other people happy. everytime i try to it just makes things worse. my mother thinks that im out doing drugs and fucking every guy i come in contact with, newsflash!... im not i wouldnt yes i drink and get drunk occasionaly but not to the point that anyone needs to worry. i'm just done with all of the bullshit games.