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INITIATION





You seduce me into a state of initiation,

A state of mind control,

You held me with your voices,

The sweet words I couldn't tell,

You Called me your prostitute,

I bent down on my knees,

I prayed to god for help

And voodoo was all I heard,

Your darkness took control,

I became a black magic woman,

Powerful to all..... except one,

You made me cast a love spell,

And sacrifice each day,

just to hold your gaze,and perhaps let my hands play,

You made me fear to curse you,

Your power so defined,

I'm captivated by the dj I have no other line.

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I wrote this for Frankie Bones now I am ghost 2230

Sometimes when I have a bad day and feel like crying I write poetry.This ones called LOST



I don't know what to do,



I am so in love with you,



I feel like I could die,Yet not a tear falls from my eye,



Your face,Your lips I do miss,



I long all day for your sweet kiss,



My body is captivated,



Tightened by thoughts complintated,



I do not feel free,



My heart weighs heavy,



Tears well up in my eyes,



But so in shock not one falls from mine eyes,



Yes,those tears I need to cry,



But not one falls from my eye,



How could you lock me out like this?



When eternity with you sounded like perfect bliss,



You dumped me for another,



You were my bestfriend as well as my lover,



You told me once to never surrender,



How could I give up and go for another?



I miss your words,your little notes,



We were friends till the end or so I hoped,



My heart though feel like it has broke,



I understand you are mad,



But how much longer do you wish me to be sad?



You said we were friends,



Yet you treat me as though I am dead,



I can't bear the thought of you being with another,



My heart aches for the months you left me for another,



I waited so long just to see your face,



I'll say it again,



You were my best friend and lover,



The tears do flow from thine eyes now,



The pen seems to be mightier then the sword now,



I feel like I am twisted in thorn vines,



All I have done is waited so long for you to be mine,



I don't just fall in love with anyone,



It's not so easy to deny that you are the one,



Could you just forgive me?



You are my lover and bestfriend,



You are to me sweet extacy,



Life will carry on without you,



But a piece of my heart flies out to you,



I wish it to find you and shelter you,



To shield you from any hurt I caused,



I am trying so hard to make up for my flaws,



To my bestfriend and lover ,



I am so lost without you,



I could never be with another.



I wrote this for Frankie Bones

THE NAKED MERRY WIDOW



THE NAKED MERRY WIDOW



I grew up dancing,

Jazz,Tap,Ballet

My deams were of the the Merry Widow constant till this day,

... I never felt so free as dancing made me be,

I worked a job where I managed each day,

I was taken to a bar where they danced nude and played,

I thought the job looked better with the pay,

The people were so nice and that feeling came back to stay,

One night payed the bills for a month following that day,

I loved it the lights,the music the performance each day,

Then love would stand in the way,

I questioned my heart,I questioned my soul,

I quit dancing because my heart began to ache each day,

I baptised myself to purify and move forward,

But what happened to some of the people who were so nice each day?

The people thought... Id be there's to stay,

They talked about how I'd go out with them because I had played,

The rumours started because I no longer played,

I was not a sexual diva anymore who danced each day,

I thought it was fun and boy did the money pay,

But there's nothing like getting baptized and quitting with your name ruined more each day,

Dancing is still truly haunting me till this day,

Oh boy was it fun and did it pay,

But leaving it is when you realize, it was not only you that played,

Not all do this, but the ones that were set on you being there boyfriend and making you pay,

Dancing truly does haunt me still to this day,

I feel better it's out of the way,

When you fall in love and put dancing away,

Your dragged back by the ones who haunt you ,that "love" won't stay,

But, you could always go dance away and pay their bills because they would be there to stay,

They want a car,they want a house,

Where is the love anyway?

Yes,dancing is still haunting me to this day,

A merry widow in swan lake is the dream,

I think I took the wrong way,

I believe time and chasity will pay,

All wounds will be healed and dancing I will put away,

I won't let dancing haunt me each day,

A merry widow in swan lake my sub concious doth say,

I truly love to dance,even without the pay,

Yes time,more time and it will go away,

Proof I can love and make it stay,

Without buying it to ensure he stays,

People change,to me it was play,

Some friends I made and it was not about the pay,

The whore of "babylon" wil no longer play,

I am no longer a dancer and I will feel free,

I believe in true love, still to this day.

No one can haunt me and stand in the way.

COMMENTS

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TheVampyreNico
03:40 Nov 24 2012

Very beautiful poem indeed bravo!

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