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A thought came to me as I thumbed through the "Rave", I noticed that I have a friends list...with "friends"..but ...I don't keep in touch with a majority of them....why?...good question? so I got to thinking...how many of the other members really do keep in touch with the friends on their list. I do believe that some do...or perhaps even all...kudos to you for the up keep! As much as I did find these people interesting...I don't think they returned the feeling...ha ha...but! then!...it came to me....it's all just a game (maybe not to all) making the "most friends list" or the most popularity one has...whatever! I'm thinking now...and hard...lol...have we sunk to an all time low....that we now have to seek popularity...online!....damn!...I really need to rethink my priorities....or either find another more positive way to get my anger and frustration out...apologies to those I have offended....it was just a really short way to disperse my anger.

They have finally come....those wicked harbinger's....well in my case they are, some would beg to differ. I knew the days would come...stinging my face...making it hard to catch my breath. But it's not my breath nor my face that bothers me, it's the heaviness in my heart that problems me. As these winds continue to pick up more strength....it's my fathers battle that is coming to a close. Cancer will claim it's victory, but to whom will the spoils go! At least with my mother she conquered one of it's many guises...and was victorious enough to come away with a scar where her right breast used to be. I can only pray that Cancer's last blow will be swift and painless for my father. He will always be remembered for his bravery...to be able to look it in the eye, and choose only his will to live...no weapons of chemo...or a radical operation. As I walk into the wind, I must now walk sure of foot and face the enivitable....but I am secure in the fact that every step I take backwards...I walk another two forward.

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Priss
06:42 Mar 06 2008

Awww hun...I'm sorry...those words seem insignificant and certainly don't convey the scope of emotions that I carry for you right now...know that I shall be there for you when you need me...~hugs gently~

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