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My dear mother asked me a question today that brought me to a deep, deep thought. She asked me what would it take to make me happy.



I have yet to answer her. It started me thinking of what is really going with me. Why I'm always angry, on guard, even when I am happy. There's always something missing. I got a taste of it earlier and loved it. Until it was ripped away tore me along with it.



Huh.



Darkest blessings;



-SW

Well! Today I got a ticket for speeding. Every instinct was telling me not to drive today. Gee, thanks!!



Maybe my higher self should just yell in my ear, since I don't want to listen to it. I do, I was tired and not in the mood to listen to anything. Especially since today is Tuesday. Did I mention I hate Tuesdays?



I'm still single, by the way. But no one on here really cares, huh?



Oh well. Then don't bother replying to my journals if you really don't care. Matter of fact...don't read them either.

Ah, well. Another day at work has ended. And has left me with a skull splitting migraine that has yet to quit. This is of the utmost unenjoyable day so far in the week. I shall have to remedy this demon headache with some Willow Tree bark. But alas, I am not yet at home.



:Sigh:



-SW

Huh. Sorry I haven't written in here in awhile. Everytime I want to, it's time to clock out and go home. :Sigh:



Anyway,I'm thinking of getting some clothes this weekend. And I need to change my room's theme to Gothic instead of Native American. I need to let my Lonely Gothic Girl out. And maybe going to Hot Topic tomorrow will help. Even if I don't get anything.



:Sigh: Not over Jay yet. Ask me later.



-Darkest Blessings



SW

Yes, as the title implies, I feel very witchy. Is it because of the Full Moon? Hmmm. I must investigate further and draw to me all the knowledge possible of the occult.



Darkest blessings;



-SW

Well, it's official. I'm not going to let this one go. I feel I have to keep trying. Even though we're broken up, I feel I haven't lost him. So I have to keep trying.



I've never been this sad in my entire life. Despite that, I keep going through life like I only exist and nothing more. I don't want to eat, sleep, do anything. Except cry. So be it. I told him a little bit about how I feel. So, I'm going to wait for him. You see, deep down, I know he'll come back. Someday.....

I have just found myself suddenly single.