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These memories have overtakken me

Where do I go from here?

Where were you when all this

I was going through?

With blood on my hands,

I break down with tears.

Let me take my own life,

So you wont realize I am here.

I struggle and fight for my self cofidence back

but everywhere I turn is hateful cold and black.

Where do I do when

all my emotions turn to hate

Where do I turn.....unfinished, If you want to read the rest you will have to come back another time to read it. mwahahaha:)

Take a look around what do you see? I see a rotting world covered in death and chaos. People are blinded by the light, when I see it every single day. I cannot stand this hell I call a home. This still inside my mind is splitting my skull, heartache is forever more never ending. Never gonna go away.My soul is dying, I feel it leaving me. I cant stop crying inside. Fuck I hate this place. Embrace my soul or take it as your own. All i see in this world is darkness and ash/ I want to go home . I want to crawl into a hole and die and never return to this place inside my mind, this life I cannot stand.

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juanaldamuy
22:33 Sep 16 2008

I can relate to your words and how you feel. I love it, it makes me think upon my past and what is yet to come and how to deal with the now.

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shadowrayne7
17:18 Sep 20 2008

thats how i feel about most days i feel like i am stuck in this black hole never to return into this other realm we call earth and survival.

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Love is like a flame deep inside this heart, boiling the blood to sear the pain, from being lonely for far too long. What makes it so beautiful is the joy inside me still on fire, thinking of the future hoping these feelings wont fade from the race. My face shows this love I see as you see me glowing like the moon on an clear night. My fears have been erased and forgotten. These shadows growing darker as the stars come out to play, child of the night, love of my life, like a rose on fire in the shadows rain.