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I just woke from a dream that has to be one of the easiest dreams I've ever interpreted.





i walked into some two-story house, completely dark, only lite came in from outside, i walked around for bit and then was swished into a room w/ victor. we were writing song lyrics and making music, then suddenly we were having amazing sex on a couch.

then i was swished into an art gallery looking at artwork by a guy i assumed was my bf. but all his art was of another woman, so we fought and i left.

then i was thinking of victor again, and thought i saw him, chased him down, and over a couch, but it was daniel on the ground. i tried to take his clothes off but he wouldnt let me. i said he needed it and i wanted to give it to him. i said i wanted to be with him. he was super anti-social w/ me, curled up on couch. i started to walk away, he stood up and i turned and hugged him. said i loved him and wanted to be with him but he was never able to give me what i needed. i cried. he hugged tighter.

then i was swished on a labyrinth staircase calling out for victor. i saw him, started chasing him, he had headphones in, couldnt hear me. I tried getting his attention, was noticed, but ignored.

then was in some kitchen w/ strange girl, dancing. girl looked like one of victor's ex gf. then i walk out, feeling like i was in mourning. i see him at table and give him a black pot filled w/ black tulle.

then skeleton hooded things that glowed in dark came and took me and girl to another room. handed us foam headstones and highlighter to write info on. it was halloween house fun. was morning time, everyone outside waiting to hear of last nites fun. and hear music that was made. i fake call a friend, and then see ppl from school. and we leave.







So....my interpretation:

I long for my male friend, victor, but will only ever be chasing, becuz he doesnt see it that way.

I also shouldnt be in a relationship w/ someone who cheats. Which is kinda where I'm at now w/ a potential relationship.

And facing exactly how i feel about an ex and our entire relationship.

the mourning part....the death of something, most likely a relationship. and the 'death' meaning something must end for change and new light to happen. new beginnings.



So fucking simple. And completely fits into my life right now. But so hard to accept and so hard to follow it. I dont want any relationships to end. Urgh. But I know, that sometime soon, it must. Change needs to happen in my life. To make way for new things to come.