He doesnt talk to me anymore. Im not heartbroken over it, we've faded and drifted so far apart. But I told him we could still be friends.... i'm happy that hes found someone new... hes probably actually been talking to her the whole time, but i dont know that for sure. But im over all of it...im moving on with my life. I just wish he'd give me his address so i can send back his old journal, i feel bad that i have a pice of his life still. and the childhoof pictures he sent to me....i dont think his mom even knows they are gone. I liked his mom, she was nice. her heavy accent was so cute. his sister was pretty cool too.....well, i liked his whole family pretty much. eh....oh well. hes forgotten he still has someone to talk to if he needs it.
so, about moving on with my life....i finally took jared ring off of my hand. i dunno how long im gonna have the imprint left on my finger. damn, its making me cry just thinking about it. i wear it around my neck now. cuz, its just a band with engravings on it.....so any potentials may have thought i was already taken/married. I try not to think about him much, but its hard. he meant so much to me. RIP my dark angel.
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