I am like an avatar of emotions; I cant stop my heart from beating, but i can channel energy in to what ever color i want. Although i am waking up to my true nature, some how i have always known. I am not some poser that wants what i did not work for. I am the dark lord that all light beings fear. I only speak what I feel is true, and they cant handle the world that I will deliver them from.
Andy,
Just waking up, and i see so many journals, and am reading them. My heart is stopping. I now know that i have been looking in the wrong spot for most of my sad little life.
The amount of energy and life that i find here is amazing. People actually type ans say what is on their minds. going to try to stay tuned in. Also its worth noting that sometimes im not Andy.
All i know is that i am hi
I have found my way back, its like i am being kinda taken over, but not forcefully, just genitally like a guiding force. I have sent some emails to some random people with dark desires on my mind. If only they could feel my haunting cries.
O, so i have not yet read what my other side as written. But this i must say. To all of yall fine Vampire Queens out there, Andy is in the house.
I am a puppet of my dark master. My dark master is just my other side. And for too long Andy as keep me down.
Look all i want is to say is: whats is up my fine VQ's. But this kid like side of me, still wants to be polite. And we cant let that happen can we, can we?
I want to meld our minds so loosely together that only you and I will ever have to know our true fears.
Blood stoner is always looking for a new high
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TheUnknownObis
01:10 Mar 23 2012
Arrogant with a hint of delusions of grandeur, as well as just plane delusions, I can see why you two get along you have that in common. I'm sure as you state you like to call it the way you see it well there is my "Reading" of you. I don't want to like him, I have heard his side, in his own words. There was never an admission of guilt. You have your right to do and believe what you want, as long as you realize there are always consequences whether you choose to accept them or not. And just some friendly advice, be careful who you count as friends, because, "dark lord that all beings of the light fear," those in darkness with you do not fear you, and will turn on you before you even realize it. After all you are who you hang with. The darkness may bind you now but only can never truly see in darkness.