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I know how you felt about me, always worried about me leaving you for someone else. Each night alone with every tear I cried, I ran back to you when I knew you had done wrong. You loved me, I saw it in your eyes. The way you loved me? You kept it in disguise. I never knew what was wrong with you. Until I figured out there was still someone else. Each and every excuse along with your emotional abuse, it felt like you never loved me. I know that's not true. With every kiss you gave and all the love we made, I forgot about all of the things you did to me... until it happened all over again. You would push my hand away when I touched your face, you didn't like the way we started to kiss, you pushed me away before we made love. Was I really the only one changing? We both grew sick of this and needed an excuse. My hurtful lies started to make you cry. I just didn't know what to do. I will sit and wait for this pain to pass. I will act as if I'm okay, I hope you do the same. We were so in love but we both grew up and things just weren't the same. I can hear your voice just saying my name as I lay my head to rest. I whisper, "I love you," behind my teeth and wait for you to fall asleep. You're so far away but, that's okay. I will keep you in my dreams.

Hello there, Ol' Sleepless Knight.

Is it you on the phone again?

Will you please help me get over this pain?

It has been haunting me for months.

It feels so alive-but its dying inside and its bringing me down.

I can't feel sorry for the tears you cry.

You exsist only in my dreams.

I am trying hard to fall asleep but my mind thinks the phone will ring.

Is it you again Ol' Sleepless Knight?

I can't seem to get over you.