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Tori Amos - Crucify
20:27 Feb 19 2006
Times Read: 560

Every finger in the room is pointing at me

I wanna spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring

I got a bowling ball in my somach, I got a desert in my mouth

Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now



I’ve been looking for a savior in these dirty streets

Looking for a savior beneath these dirty sheets

I’ve been raising up my hands- drive another nail in

Just what God needs, one more victim



Why do we crucify ourselves

Everyday I crucify myself

Nothing I do is good enough for you

Crucify myself

Everyday I crucify myself

And my heart is sick of being in chains



Got a kick for a dog, beggin’ for love

Gotta have my sufferingso that I can have my cross

I know a cat named easter, he says will you ever learn

You’re just an empty cage girl if you kill the bird



I’ve been looking for a savior in these dirty streets

Looking for a savior beneath these dirty sheets

I’ve been raising up my hands- drive another nail in

Got enough guilt to start my own religion



Why do we crucify ourselves

Everyday I crucify myself

Nothing I do is good enough for you

Crucify myself

Everyday I crucify myself

And my heart is sick of being in chains



Please be

Save me

I cry



Looking for a savior in these dirty streets

Looking for a savior beneath these dirty sheets

I’ve been raising up my hands- drive another nail in

Where are those angels when you need them



Why do we crucify ourselves

Everyday I crucify myself

Nothing I do is good enough for you

Crucify myself

Everyday I crucify myself

And my heart is sick of being in chains

Tori Amos - Leather
20:21 Feb 19 2006
Times Read: 561


Look I’m standing naked before you

Don’t you want more than my sex

I can scream as loud as your last one

But I can’t claim innocence



Oh God could it be the weather

Oh God why am I here

If love isn’t forever

And it’s not the weather

Hand me my leather



I could just pretend that you love me

The night would lose all sense of fear

But why do I need you to love me

When you can’t hold what I hold dear



Oh God could it be the weather

Oh God why am I here

If love isn’t forever

And it’s not the weather

Hand me my leather



I almost ran over an angel

He had a nice big fat cigar

’in a sense’ he said ’you’re alone here

So if you jump you best jump far



Oh God could it be the weather

Oh God why am I here

If love isn’t forever

And it’s not the weather



Oh God could it be the weather

Oh God it’s all very clear

If love isn’t forever

And it’s not the weather

Hand me my leather

in gods vision
23:11 Feb 06 2006
Times Read: 565

"For Adam also said in his thoughts, as God did not

plague us with darkness, behold, He has caused this sun to rise and to plague us with burning heat."



Adams thoughts on the sun and how it burns his skin and how he is plagued to walk in darkness



Adam was made in gods vision.

Anger
22:47 Feb 06 2006
Times Read: 566

my eyes are black... and the thick tar has once again swallowd my soul, smoke rises a thick black mist entwining my body and you come close you want to touch... GET THE FUCK BACK! you think you understand pain? do you feel my anger?, do you feel the black blood that runs through my viens i have had enough of the bullshit! i try to help, i offer my hand out to anyone who needs it, i can take it away but i have had enough, help yourselfs for this moment alone you are now...alone. DO...YOU.... FEEL .... MY....PAIN... tonight where ever my soul mate is where ever she is she will be in dark and in pain...I need you.

into the darkness
17:58 Feb 04 2006
Times Read: 567

I awoke to the pain of a new existence in a dank womb of darkness and decay.



The world had changed to my eyes. I had not expected such cruelty from the light. For in the embrace of the sun I could find no comfort- only

malice. This would change in time for the worse, along with other things.

turn and face me
21:46 Feb 03 2006
Times Read: 568

as my eyes turn black in anger and my skin tenses and my back arches, every hair in my body stands on end and i fight to hold it back but no use, the human is hidden... only the animal left now...TURN AND FACE ME!

parabola - tool
21:20 Feb 03 2006
Times Read: 569

We barely remember, who or what came before this precious moment.

We are choosing to be here, right now. Hold on, stay inside...

This holy reality, this holy experience. Choosing to be here in...



This body. This body holding me. Be my reminder here that I am not alone in

This body, this body holding me, feeling eternal all this pain is an illusion.



Alive!



In this holy reality, in this holy experience. Choosing to be here in...



This body. This body holding me. Be my reminder here that I am not alone in

This body, this body holding me, feeling eternal all this pain is an illusion.





Twirling 'round with this familiar parabol.

Spinning, weaving 'round each new experience.

Recognize this as a holy gift and celebrate this

chance to be alive and breathing,

a chance to be alive and breathing.



This body holding me reminds me of my own mortality.

Embrace this moment. Remember; we are eternal,

all this pain is an illusion.

pet - perfect circle
23:11 Feb 02 2006
Times Read: 573

Don't fret precious I'm here, step away from the window

Go back to sleep



Lay your head down child

I won't let the boogeyman come



Counting bodies like sheep

To the rhythm of the war drums



Pay no mind to the rabble

Pay no mind to the rabble



Head down, go to sleep

To the rhythm of the war drums



Pay no mind what other voices say

They don't care about you, like I do, like I do

Safe from pain and truth and choice and other poison devils,

See, they don't give a fuck about you, like I do.



Just stay with me, safe and ignorant,

Go back to sleep

Go back to sleep



Lay your head down child

I won't let the boogeyman come

Count the bodies like sheep

To the rhythm of the war drums



Pay no mind to the rabble

Pay no mind to the rabble



Head down, go to sleep to the rhythm of the war drums



I'll be the one to protect you from

Your enemies and all your demons



I'll be the one to protect you from

A will to survive and a voice of reason



I'll be the one to protect you from

Your enemies and your choices son

They're one in the same

I must isolate you

Isolate and save you from yourself



Swayin to the rhythm of the new world order and

Count the bodies like sheep to the rhythm of the war drums



The boogeymen are coming

The boogeymen are coming



Keep your head down, go to sleep, to the rhythm of a war drums



Stay with me

Safe and ignorant

Just stay with me

Hold you and protect you from the other ones

The evil ones

Don't love you son,

Go back to sleep

Grigori
17:46 Feb 01 2006
Times Read: 576

some fall some choose to fall. i chose.



i read that a baby falls 250 times when learning to walk, when u get to a certain age why do people give up after 3-4.



when i chose this path i knew it would be hard, but thats why i chose it. we can all have an easy life if we like cant we?



if you dont understand... you are learning somthing...grigori