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i just wish you knew

how much i love you

i wish i could bleed

and set myself free

i wish i could cry

free the pain inside

you try to understand

when you take my hand

you offer yourself. every part

when all i needed

was to have your heart

i just wish you knew

how much i love you.

your laugh, your touch, your smile i miss.

i long to feel the razors kiss

i want to watch the blood pour down

i want to hear my heart slow its pound

then stop its rythmic, gentle beat

as my life slowly leaves me

and with my last strangth i write the words

to show you how much rejection hurts

and for the last time i saw earthly light

and there written "i missed you the most, tonight."

i love you more than you could ever know

i crave you, i need you, i love you so.

all day my head is filled with thoughts of you

your look your touch and your perfume

i want you, i need you to keep me sane

i want you i need you to share my pain

i miss you when youre not here by my side

i love you, you hate me, lifes not worth while

i watch my blood pool at my feet

it pours down my hand, i admit defeat

i write me final words to you

"im sorry you didnt want me too."

i have tried to see deep into your soul

but your eyes are hooded and, oh, so cold.

i have tried to ask you the reasons why

but the words just pass you pouring on by

like the river of blood i so long to spill

a touch, a look, for which i would kill.

i have tried to get you to come back

but theres something inseide me which i lack

i have tried to set my sanity free

but the razor somehow avoided me

then i see the blood on the floor

i didnt miss, i feel, know more.