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SHE STARES BLANKLY AHEAD,



WITHOUT MOVING, UNCERTAIN OF HER THOUGHTS.



THERE’S NO ONE TO HOLD ON TO,



AND EVERYTHING IS HOLDING HER BACK,



PULLING HER DOWN, NOT LETTING GO..



HER STRENGTH’S NOWHERE TO BE FOUND,



JUST AS HER HEART’S SLOWLY BEATS..



FAITH IS NOT AN ANSWER, EITHER.



THIS IS BETWEEN SHE, HERSELF,



THERE ARE NO CHOICES, A PART OF HER MUST DIE,



TO BE PRIME AGAIN, TO BE FREE.



TIME WILL COME, SHE’LL COME TO HER SENSES.



WITHOUT THE FEELING OF LONELINESS,



CONFIDENT, BRAVE, DECIDED.



NOT AFRAID OF THE PAIN,



WHICH YOU GAVE HER.



THOUGH SHE’LL BECOME DIFFERENT,



HER MIND WILL NEVER FORGET.

INDESCRIBABLE PAIN DWELLS WITHIN HER SOUL,



PAIN THAT WILL NEVER LET GO,



THAT WILL FOREVER CLING TO HER BEING.



UNLIKE ANYONE, SHE DOES HER USUAL,



SHE TRIES TO GET BY,



KEEPING IT TO HERSELF.



IN THE CONFINES OF HER OWN WORLD,



WHERE ALL HER PAIN, THOUGHTS,



ALL EMOTIONS RESIDES.



EACH, THAT FLASHES EVERY SECOND,



BRINGING HER BACK THEN,



PULLING HER DOWN.



LETTING HER MIND FLOW, THROUGH OCEANS



OF LONELINESS, GRIEF, AND REGRETS,



DROWNING WITH ALL IMPERFECTIONS.



SHE STAYS THERE, LEFT BEHIND, ABANDONED,



BLINDED BY HER OWN FEARS.

I am worn out from grieving,

all night long i flood my bed

from weeping..



my eyes, it grows weak with sorrow..



Make me blind,

so I will not see..

how close or far he can be.

please don’t make me see,

the love, my love..

for everything he is.

and also the things i know we can never be..



Make me numb,

so I will not feel..

this longing, the endless need.

please don’t make me feel,

how hurt I can always be..

from the joy that brought me the pain..



..never make me feel..