The Ultimate Vampire Resource and Directory

I have been trying to find out what/ who i am but after looking and then changing and looking and changing i still cant find it i like the changes they have built up defenses that protect me from getting hurt and i don't intend to bring them down any time soon i will stand strong and ask for guidance and yeah it is sad not knowing but that is what my walls are for. i mean everyone has walls around theire hearts at one stage min are just up know.