Well my fist night of videogame training and I sucked epicly lol I'm learning to play fallout,New Vegas and fist of all I have a big problem walking and looking wear I'm going at the same Tim lol that's the hardest part lol but the geckos r scary I killed one but shooting it in the leg:p but I'm good at shooting I'm just not quick yet,my friend says he'll be satisfied when I beat the game hes teaching me to play so my newyears resolution is to beat it:)
http://youtu.be/17ozSeGw-fY
sweet nothing by Calvin Harris
How did you know if I never told
You found out
I've got a crush on you
No more charades
My heart's been displayed
You found out
I've got a crush on you
How did you know if i never told
You found out
I've got a crush on you
No more charades
My heart's been displayed
You found out
I've got a crush (crush [x3])
How did you know if I never told
You found out
I've got a crush on you
No more charades
My heart's been displayed
You found out
I've got a crush on you
How did you know if I never told
You found out
I've got a crush on you
No more charades
My heart's been displayed
You found out
I've got a crush (crush [x3])
How did you-
You found out-
How did you-
You found out-
I've got a crush on you
How did you- [x2]
I've got a crush (crush [x3])
How did you know if I never told
You found out
I've got a crush on you
No more charades
My heart's been displayed
[ From: http://www.metrolyrics.com/crush-on-you-lyrics-nero.html ]
You found out
I've got a crush on you
How did you know if I never told
You found out,
Ive got a crush on you
No more charades,
My hearts been displayed,
You found out,
Ive got a crush on you
How did you know if I never told
You found out,
Ive got a crush on you
No more charades,
My hearts been displayed,
You found out,
Ive got a crush on you
You must have heard it
From my best friend
Shes always talkin when she should be listenin
Cant keep a secret
To save her life
But still I trusted her with all I felt inside
I never knew, a rumor could spread so fast
(cause now the) Word is out!
All over town
That Im longing for you
How did you-
You found out-
How did you-
You found out-
I've got a crush on you
How did you- [x2]
I've got a crush (crush [x3])
How did you know if I never told
You found out,
Ive got a crush on you
No more charades,
My hearts been displayed,
You found out,
Ive got a crush on you
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YWK6dQOdri0&feature=share&list=PLFAbVkZ7DGo_bb5wJbZ5Z1MqzwT1WZfgQ
cant get it outa my head woot woot hundredth entry
Sometimes I want to pretend I'm not here but i cant hide from ppl who didn't see me in the first place lol ahhh I'm sooooooo borededededededed
The title is just lyrics any way iv still got last night on my mind it was nice but cold as he'll... but I decided I think blading is much my intricate and interesting to watch (went to a scate park last night with a friend to watch and meet his brothers )it was awesome but awkward cause I was the only girl there sum kid who looked ten tried hitting on me lol but got to see a new world was pretty boss:), then I stayed up till 3talking with a friend and met this lesbian chick I go to school with she was chill but looked at my chest a bit to much but i don't blame here since I was wearing a corset lol but it was grate to meet new ppl and get away for a few hours
why dose it give me the option to block my self and add my self to my friends list ?
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Adding yourself is a great way to test messages with (perhaps) graphics, just to see how they will look when you send them elsewhere. If you've added yourself 'you' will show up in your 'FRIENDS' section on the right, so it's easy to hit the message button!!
The 'block' is another story!
im reaching for the floor
(such a good song but its totally taking about doing it lol)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CaXcxmxIfa0&feature=share&list=FLg_I09klUlavyE5DJdqZvkA
"fuck you and your time difference"-drake
some times that^ is how i feel when older ppl say i dont or wouldn't understand because im a "child" .... im much more mature than alota grown ass ppl out there thank you very much it doesn't matter id never say that cause its disrespectful and its not my place because i am a "child "( with the mind of a 30 year old and the self values of a 50 year old Japanese woman ) but if some one feel that im not intelligent enough to converse with them there loss i suppose:p my friend say my hair looks like a tiger not (not that i wasn't exotic look enough as it is lol) but i put my hair in pigtail braids and it dose its pretty cool:D! i like changing my look often and i love doing fun stuff with my hair because its a bit part of my "look" but id NEVER EVER cut it haha in year book on are final iit had descriptions of every staffer and mine was has godly curly hair and amazing forbidden lol it was sweet
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I'm VERY happy you'll NEVER cut it. So refreshing to read that from a young woman. I've known so many women with long beautiful hair become emotional about something going wrong in their life and they take it out on their hair by cutting it and explaining how they just needed a change. Of course, they regret it later as the new shorter hair did nothing to correct whatever they were going through. *sighs*
that random person blocked me :/ idrc but what is the funn of that i suppose there making a goal of blocking ppl but im not sure i see the entertainment in that at alll. any way finished my bitchin wallet it pretty sexy i must say it may be a useless talent to be crafty with duck tape but i enjoy it :) ishould probly get dressed or something lol i dont think i have much to do today hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
lol im in the middle of making a new duck tape wallet :p i made a duck tape bow earlier ill put pictures in my portfolio laters but yuppp that what im doing at the moment
i drew my self the other day it turned out pretty good its not perfect 3/4 of my face is covered lol ohh well ..... this lip gloss smells awesome so i got this lip gloss that changes color based upon ur mood.. its fucking awesome not only that it dosent taste ewy and sells bomb and is sparkly :D so im pretty happy any way ... lol
It must be getting quite cold,last night I slept with my socks and pj pants on(1.I neverrrrr sleep with socks on,2.my bottoms normally come off at some point while I sleep cause I German to hot) so I suppose it must be getting quit cold:p, eh so i pored serial in my bowl only to find the was no milk within the frige after..
So I made awesome teal pancakes for breakfast for everyone :),I like making colored pancakes even though sum Times through color is questionable lol:pum I can't recall what I dreamt about(I normally think about that each morning:p),tizzy Christmas eve I get to be Santa for my nieces tonight:phaha
i called Walmart cause yesterday the one by my place system was down for buying gift cards so i had to call and see if it was up ,so im siting on the phone and lady picks up i teller my problem shes like ok hold on for a sec , im holding for 5 or so seconds dude picks up the phone, how may i help , tell the guy my issue hes like oky let me go check it out for u real quick ,ok holding for another five or so seconds lady pics up the phone how may i help u? ...ummm the guy told me he was checking it out..... oky hold please ... um ok holding different dude whats up? tell him my problem and final is like yeah ur good do go, i just thought it was a it funny i got transferred to 9 different ppl in the course of 2 minits
yeah im lamly watching a hockey movie about america wing a hockey game in the Olympics im not much of a fan for hockey but i like it much more than foot ball or base ball, but im better at softball than any thing that and running i sposse . anyway the movie is fairly intense its neck at neck seconds on the like and ohhh USA winss that shit boiiiiii lol sorry im have my odd ball moments ,i went to cancers profile earlyer and he was just soooooo balddddd i wanted to say ur just so bald but thats not nice so i pretended i didnt stop by at all
have u ever looked at ur own eyes? do u ever for get the color of you own eyes? well iv always been quite interested in how eyes look and what they tell about a person but my eyes have never felt all that interesting because the are a simple dark deep brown nothing intricate to it which i kinda dis like but hey its the way i was made ,my friend she has the most beautiful eyes theirs green with a ring of yellow around her eyeris and it burst in to the green leaving a ripple of blue its soooooo pretty, gosh my typing is quite off today :/ but last night i was looking at my eyes and although they never pop or anything like that they are mine and its part of who i am apparently when im sick they look darker ... according to my friends and teachers but no one ever says wow u have such pretty eyes to brown eyed ppl sept i remember this beautiful girl i when to jr high with her eyes wer sooooo cool and we worked together often and she said she wanted brown eyes sooooo bad ,i didnt really know why cause her eyes were sooo intriguing it was like a star died in them and it froze doe that second and you could see the beautiful explosion of gases
and i didnt even party at all lol
ponder this! did you know that that feeling of deja vu is there because of parallel universes(if u believe in them) so that feeling is because you have been there or gone through those actions at some point in time just in a different universe and u did something different than u had originally chosen . there is multiple versions of you just different variations or compleat opposites . i think thats very interesting to think about :)
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The concept of parallel universes is an intriguing possiblity. And, the idea that the experience of deja vu might be attributed to living multiple life experiences is really something to think about. Deja vu is something that everyone can relate to having felt at some point in time so it really does make you wonder.
I like the way you think. :)
I believe in parallel universes and multiple versions of myself and they are all AWESOME!!! :)
A very interesting journal entry.
so recently i said i went to an antique store and i saw stuff frome when i was like 9 and under im only 17 but its so wird to think that some day this generation will be concerted old ,grrr if got hiccups like no damn other! but as i was saying its very odd to think about things like that like one day our generations names will be considered old ppls names "grama jessie" .....=//_-=... i cant wait to go bk even if that old lady didnt like me:p listening to the the gorillaz they always look like they r villians off of schooby-doo :p ahhh why do ppl wanna talk on the phone with me when im sick i sound grossssssss eh, any way just had to spill the random thoughts
finally done with school for a little bit (2 week brake) a much needed brake.unfortunatly i got suck like two days before brake:( and it sucks assssssssssssss faceeeeee! my friend got me sick too :/ lol oh well trying to make the best of it keep warm and wrap presents im slightly excited for Christmas and my new found uncle sent me something i say new found cause hes new in my life its a long story i don't need random ppl knowing haha . i found out the broader my mind gets and vocabulary the more my dyslexia showers its realllly starting to bother me because for me its more verble than in my writing so some days i can barley have a deciht freaking conversation with out having to constantly repeat what i said but in proper Oder but luckily my friends and family get what i ment the first time besiades that like is pretty much the same :p oh i tryed to ask a lady at this really neat antique shop for a job applicatin yeasterday but she looked at me and said we dont need ur help. :/ she was old so i have a feeling she wasnt found of me 1.because i happen to have cat ears on and im strange looking in genral ya know and 2.possibly because i was black (older ppl tend to still be a bit raciest) i was fairly dicipointed because i liked it very much there:/ it was pretty, quiet, and not alota ppl come in and there was so much amazing stuff alot of it reminded me of my mom
sorry if ur reading this its just me blabing nonsense, i was sooo hungry i ate all my dinner:p i normaly can only eat a fourth cause im not normally hungry im rather tuckered out from today and im not looking foword to school at all man theses next three weeks r gonna suck ass all my teachers r rushing cause its about to be end of the semester blaaaa
lol im kidding its best to stand out but i ment thats as i feel like it always grate to find out the ppl u thought were normal turn out to be just as weird as u
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xDj7gvc_dsA&feature=share&list=PLQ-7WiWmOuK-55mfcd_tdcvy-57VMCkOW
lately iv had a run in with a few of my friends from ny and philli having sexy ascents my friend falco pronounces yeah if the sexiest freaking way its ridiculous lol and this lesbian girl im interviewing for yearbook addressed me as ma and it sounded so sexy lol yupp just thought id share it
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