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here i sat ,, day after day,,, thinking of all the hurt,, all the pain,, ive managed to collect from differant sources in my life,,, some of the pain so deep,, that it scarred my very soul,,, i wonder what ive done to deserve all this pain,,, what could i have done differantly,,, to change the path my life has taken,,, what door i could have open,, that might have led me to a better life,,, one without pain and regret,,, what could i have done differantly,, maybe i was not nice enough to others,,, maybe my life was not capable of feeling happiness,, just the emptiness ,, and the bitterness of days gone by,, maybe there isw no such thing as being happy,, just bitter,, ,, how will i ever know,,, i guess u dnt miss something if you never felt it,,,

deep beneath the ground i lay,, buried beneath mounds of dirt and clay,,, waiting for darkness to come,,, my soul crys out ,, for his embrace,, i am waiting for him to awaken,, from his slumber,,, he touches me like no other,,, i long to feel his touch,, his bite,, to become one with him again,, for only his touch can set me free,,,

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TheVampyreNico
02:39 Jul 08 2009

This touched my black heart in ways no one can imagine. Truely beautifully well written indeed. I love this from you and hope there is more too come!

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as i sit here,, thinking of my life before,, wondering what happen to the person that was so fool of life,, wondering where she had gone,, did she slowly drift away ? or was she ript out thru the night,, maybe she is still here,, waiting to be reborn again,, to live again,,, waiting for someone to come along and wake her from this torturous existance,,,.

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Dragonrouge
11:38 Jul 05 2009

A vampire feeling.I feel this every day.

Sometime we don`t have the space to extend our wings.

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TheVampyreNico
02:43 Jul 08 2009

Truely another beautiful writing you`ve out done yourself. Bravo

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i sat here all alone in the dark,, ive waited all day ,to feel like i am alive,,, because at night is the only time i feel like i am the most alive,, the darkness envelops my soul like nothing i;ve ever felt before,, what is wrong with me ,, i dnt feel normal anymore,, its like the person i use to be ,is dead,, and there is someone else here,, just trying to wake up and feel,, im so numb,, im waiting for something to come along and wake me up,,,

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Drago1973
20:11 Jul 04 2009

feel the same most the time

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TheVampyreNico
02:46 Jul 08 2009

Very beautiful words indeed reminds me of a song.

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never have i seen a more dark and dreary life,, one of lonliness and longing,, i sit here day after day wondering what happen to the person that was so fiiled with life ,, that it just reeked from her every pore,, now there is just an essence of the person that was once,, just a longing for something that once was there and will never be again,,,

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TheVampyreNico
02:49 Jul 08 2009

Lovely words I do enjoy reading them thank you milady.

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