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Ok my aunt decided to look at some of my statis messages on my facebook well one of my dads friends happened to comment on mine and it said staying home again. he said me too well she took that as we were dating well he has a wife and child and plus not attracted to him in that way at all.. he is not my type and she went off on me.. telling me that he was to old for me.. ya know instead of blowing up ask me if he is the one I am dating don't just jump to that conclusion... ya know... it is just very irritating.

This has been one hell of a night.....My Dad and Sister have started in on me and my boyfriend telling us we should not be together and shit and I am so tired of it. I am 20 years old and I feel like I am 5 years old. They are saying he is to old for me and that because of some other reasons he is not right. well how in the Fuck would they know I mean they do not see how we are together. They are 8 hours away and they do not have any idea what he is like. so how in the hell can they judge what they do not know. I am so tired of being treated like a child when I am adult. I am not stupid. I have a brain and I know how to use it. I do not need my hand held every time I cross the street. I mean if I was not suppose to be with him I would not be. If he and I don't belong together at least for now then why in the hell would I be with him. I mean I am not so dumb that I can not see something that is not good for me. I mean I may not want to admit it but that does not mean I don't see it. I am so tired of being told I am wrong when I am just trying to live my own life. I wish I could find some way of finding work so I can just leave and not ever have to come back. I just don't understand why I am seen as just a child when I am 20 almost 21. This is my life and I don't think so far I have done so badly but that is just me I guess. I am so tired... I am just plain tired of being pushed around by my family. It is not like I am always making bad decisions or maybe I am and just don't see it. idk well that is all for tonight. will post more later.

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Bethan
03:23 Jul 30 2010

ni my name is bethan and am38 and ino where u come fro my family treat like child as ell i hope things get better can all ways send a message i hate when people try and cntrol our lifes

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Wow what a week. We had a family reunion last weekend, then had to go pick up my computer from having it fixed... for the 3rd time... now we are getting ready for this 4th of July weekend. What a week. Many of the people I care about are leaving from here my Grandma is moving to Colorado so I don't know when I will get to see her again and both of my best friends have moved away or I moved away from them... wow things really seem to be going in a whole other direction than i thought they would. well anyway I am tired and I have a long day tomorrow. So I am going to bed.

Goodnight all.

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Ra
01:35 Jul 16 2010

Sounds like your life is almost as hectic as mine

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