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I want to know how little jason is doing if he has woken up or not and such. The poor little one had four surgeries on his brain and so far nothing of him being unaware of his surounds which is good. I am just worried for that will be my step child and good god he is only 10..

Jason my other half has not called me yet.

grumbles



besides that I have had a bad day

my coworkers forgot my birthday and they had the balls to ask what type of cake I would like after the fact. Two people came over and gave me gifts and that was a clear sign they are dumb asses. I literally do the birthdays and help pitch in and stuff and literally management apologized over and over again and I was like whatever. I looked at them like the were pond scum.

Then a guy who I thought was my friend hits on me

and writes me a poem ontop of mean while knowing I am engaged . When he could have done that three years prior what the freak????

I hate my birthday it never goes right.

The only good thing was my coven loving me enough to make a room for my birthday on their forums which I know who my friends are and who are not....



pouts taps phone god he better call for I dont want to sleep until I know the little one is okay...

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ladySnowStrixx
01:27 Jun 30 2009

sorry sweetie , you had such a bad day, but happy Birthday to you anyway.

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ravenairsprite
21:49 Jun 30 2009

i'm sorry yer birthday went so poorly raja. Maybe next year will be better.

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Since people wanted more details on the dress here you go









brides maids

the dresses will be in wine and I only have 3 out of the 8 lol



this is renee





this is dezzy





this is the maid of honor stacey her dress has a shawl and is going to be in a holly color







the cake is going to be teirs like this however less the roses

My topper will be lilacs to match the bouquet

and this is just the image of what it will look like







so there you have it folks more details and lol even some of the dresses..

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xRoguex
17:06 Jun 27 2009

OMG hun that dress is gorgeus :D and I love the bridesmaids dresses and that cake looks fantastic... can I have a slice now? and a few roses to go with it :D

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Sinora
18:36 Jun 27 2009

Beautiful.

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TheShadowChaos
21:26 Jun 27 2009

I still can't believe I'm wearing a dress, lol. :p

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rajakitty
22:46 Jun 28 2009

lol stacey I knew one day you would get in a dress if I had to. snickers Max must be laughing at us both up there.

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bloodface
02:37 Jun 29 2009

looks like its going to be a very beautiful wedding! all my best wishes goes out to you!!!

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Well the last surgery was successful on little Jason Jr. He has to wake up and then they can see what he does. That is where the success will be. He is an Estrada so, I am confident he will turn out fine and wake up in a calm manor. He wants a mother . I know this for in the astral realm I have come to him and he was awake and screamed mommy before saying my name . I have been Reiking him nightly and morning too.Why? For every word thought and deed works in his health. I see that he is going to be fine and ready for December 26th when Jason and I get married. I know that he will be able to walk and I know he will be a healthy young 10 year old that is someone very special. He was attacked by a man that his mother sent to him and almost had the child die as well as Jason and Marilyn and more. You see Sarah used 7 brujria people on her own son to control Jason not knowing he was engaged to me. The thing is we have something on our side. A very spiritual soul whom calls him godfather whom is husband to a wonderful woman named Ibis. Both are very strong in Yurba and live and breath their faith. I was honored to be at their home. I was supposed to get a reading done however I wanted Marilyn to get read to fix this situation of little Jason and Jason.

The reading went to her , then to Jason, and Jason jr. He realized that his mother did more work on the little one . I saw a lot of things in the room and just wrote what I saw and felt. So when I reiki him I also send him a lot of love. He is adorable and I know he will wake up and get up and do his thing in no time.

Wedding stuff is still as plan which is weird I said I think we should wait till little one is okay and such and Jason was like nope whether or not we have to get married before someone steals you away from me. Lol



So I am happy and yeah looking forward to the little one healing asap for I really want him at the wedding too.

I even had him in my vows so he knows that we are going to be a family and I also wanted him baptised in the catholic faith so he can be protected on a different level.

The gnostic in me



purrs and happy paws



Raja

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xRoguex
14:50 Jun 27 2009

I am glad to hear Jason is healing.. I will still pray for little Jason and hope he recovers from this awful ordeal as well hun.



Hugs.

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So after getting dragged to a wedding shop this is the dress and me with an attitude for I am not good with pictures or uh yeah dresses..



so this is the head piece









and this is the dress







um yeah a dress



me in a dress



laugh it up readers for you will only see this once in a life time



purrs

Raja

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Silverbow
09:29 Jun 26 2009

All that matters is if you like it. I think it looks great. Would love to see the front design work more, but thats just me. :D

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Fallenxx
11:36 Jun 26 2009

awwww Raja you look beautiful...*sniff*

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ladySnowStrixx
12:18 Jun 26 2009

Aaaahhhhh hon, I think you look nice.

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TheShadowChaos
16:40 Jun 26 2009

Awwwww!!!!!! You're so beautiful! LOVE the dress. I'll have to post the pics of me my dress in my journal whenever I get the pics from Michael.

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DarkSinAngel
17:47 Jun 26 2009

hun you look beautiful :D

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xRoguex
14:50 Jun 27 2009

My beautiful sister.. you do look like a princess and you are beautiful *hugs* I am sure Jason will be breathless when he sees you... :D

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I am still planning the wedding. three brothers are okay but Jason and his son are getting better just slower for their heads were hit.

I am going to get married and move to Italy and I am like what? I thought it was uh a year before the move and well I cannot get any services for internet if I am leaving in six months :(

eeepp is all I can say is that I am excited and worried all at the same time.

Got a reading for the them and well I am glad forced his mother to do the reading so they could fix some stuff. I had to go to the opposite of a brujria. Which is cool. Weird and cool is all I can say.

So that is my life for all who read me



meows and purrs I will try and get on line if a service wont freak charge me a contract fee for leaving out of country.



Raja

blood hell I am gone for too long and I am lost in my own coven. ::blinks:::

Got to catch up



sorry so short I am alive and kicking



Raja

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xRoguex
14:51 Jun 27 2009

*gives you a map*

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Well alot of spiritual stuff is going on in my life and I am glad to say even with lack of sleep that I am okay.. woowwwww

I am researching Brujria for my husband to be is going to be hit hard with a spell his ex did on him sooooooooooooo I am looking into how to freakin counter act the darn stuff..

Other then that works sucks but I am only going to be there for 6 more months and need to stay there for my insurance and get my body worked on and healthy and such.

Other then that.... I am tired



zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz



naps away

Raja

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ladySnowStrixx
12:11 Jun 04 2009

hey,Raja, sorry to here about your hubby, hope you find what you need.

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