Everyone has those moments of it
Feeling like death and shit
You feel you cannot go on but you can
You just have to turn it around and understand
If you have been raped
There is an escape
If you have been held captive and hurt
There is a way to take it away and not to be kurt
If you have had a miscarriage
And you wanted love and marriage
If you have been abused as a child
Let out of it all and left in the city or wild
If you have been robbed and saw an act of your animal get hurt
Fight back and be it in revert
If you have been mugged and harmed for a cd player you had
Know that being jaded is not that bad
Doing suicide a few times and yet no reason why you are alive
Not understanding why you thrive
Depression yes happens in the darkness
But there is something that can get you out of that abyss
Love of your God or Goddess or what ever you believe
You were created for a reason and will achieve
Something wonderful you can do
Cry scream and let it out, yes it is true
Seek your soul and really know that if you have been through this and more
You are not the only one I too have been there
I am just taking this time to share
That there are people that do care
Go to them and really seek help and dare
To be the beautiful mess you are and not let it get to you
Focus on what is good in your life and see something true
You see depression is only one thing you can over come over and over again
That is my point the end
Names of God
Inspired from the old testament
Adonai the lord my great lord
God of master to all of us and majestic one
Elohim the all powerful creator of the universe and knows all us before we even begun
EL roi the god who sees me there in no circumstance in my life that you do not see
El shaddi the all sufficient one you are my all sufficient source , flow and it has begun
Immanuel god with us I am , God your promises never fail so I am ,faih of all , you can
Jevoh the one who is the slf or existent one
Your faithfulness to me I obey in you and feel as we are one
Jevoha rapha the one who heals, take all the pain away and I soak in your love and see how if feels
Jevoah roh the lord is my shepard I shall not need
You direct, care and do lead
Jevoah tisdkenu the lord our righteousness god to all
you are one who loves us all
Lion with a golden white crown
Why when I ask do you look with a frown
You flow thru time and space
I hardly see you now and your face
I feel your presence when walking Leo still
But you are not coming physically how long until?
The day we can talk for real
To see what you are like and how you feel?
The day we meet will be like the dream wont fade
Where there is no darkness but sunlit shade
In the way you haunt this spirit of mine
It is simply a neat feeling sent from the divine
IMAHKU
When I used to say Imahku
It to us meant I love you
Then tragedy hit in so deep in despair
It was like the Gods did not care
I tried therapy, and it does no good
I pray to my gods and thought I understood
I figured they needed you more for the fight unseen is to be
My warring angel ever at myside you left another thing and I did not know why, like some sort of guide
You showed it to your sister and not to me
Until I grew tired of fighting thee
Filling my head
Beyond the dead
You still are in my heart
Even though we are apart
Come on into my light
Hopes will be in a higher ground
Your heart will be lifted
Someone must have done you
wrong
Not to see what I see
Come on into my light
Listen to your heart and see
the beauty I see
It is so yummy
and delicous
Come taste my light and see
where you were meant to be
he sings a song
almost like a vampire in heat
sensually and sexually makes him complete
he sings a song and of a sexual embrace
he is rolls his tongue and smiles with ease
a huge handsome tease
Dancing with dragons amongst magic and lore
An unexpected surprise glore
He is into the lord of the rings
But his mind brings on all these things
He has a cat pepper and she is so adorable and divine
She reminds me of my beloved Bast a grape from her vine
Tripping off the light that this man brings
He feels alone but his heart does sing
A loyal friend and oh so cute
Bring forth a thought in his birthday suit
A love slave I cannot be
So what is it makes me want to dance with the dragons this man magic and god?
I am not sure
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