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Heaven forbid that I may allow myself to feel love

I don't want to lose you

I need your strength

and I will try to be strong for you

I will try but it takes time

to forsake the past

so that I may grasp the future

and when you hold me

I feel as though we are one

and that you would never hurt me

because I won't let you

I can't let you this time

Next time

I won't disappoint

I'll be the woman I want to be

I will be strong

and I will be free to be me

with you

I'm going to say this

I love you

I LOVE you

I've done everything I can, and it's not up to me anymore. I put in the hours, I did the work, endless, timeless love poured into two growing souls. It's time to plead my sacrifice and hand it over. Is it good enough? I don't know. All energy has ceased, all anxious feelings have vanquished. The tears have stopped, the panic is broken. Determination sets in; time to show what I've got to offer. Prove that I'm good enough. I'm not the dangerous one. Nothing can make someone so strong as the role of a protector; and nobody knows protection without love.

The intuition of a black horse

I walk in the sunset

facing forward

head down.

Check out the ground.

Face the dirt

right in the eye

"I walk all over you and yet I worship you"

Mother Earth

and beings of all creation.

Listen to me

stay strong

and beat with the drum

We will get over this confusion

and we will understand

as a being

as one.

One mind

one soul.

bring it together and come out so fucking strong

and spit failure straight in the face.

Turn our backs on what we once were.

the time has come

to reconcile

with mother earth

whom we once defiled.

The hippies couldn't do it.

The ravers are still trying.

Handcuffed to a tree

and still you take her away from me.

My oxygen.

my LIFE.

One day we awaken

and can't breathe.

It will never happen.

Not in this generation

Nor my childrens'

We will come out stronger than ever

and we will tell failure to fuck off

and die.

Just like Hitler.

and Hussein.

This is world war three mother fucker.

and this time, we are gonna win.