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Torn down, walked on left behind

Doesn't bother me knowing you have your own path to continue as well. I got what I wanted and so did you. I'm sorry I judged you and I just hope you're happy. I know you're a strong person, slightly eccentric and very much disliked for your tendency to manipulate yet nonetheless successful. I admire you but I know you far too well. You get what you want and I'm sorry I got in your way.

I'm not sorry. I got what I wanted too. I am slightly disappointed, but still satisfied. All the friendships I've lost over the years were nothing more than forks in the road. Some endings were bitter, some merely gone yet never forgotten; however we lear and manage to be independent...we all learn at some point in our lives we only have ourselves to rely on. If you fall I shall not fail. I move on continue to do as I please. I welcome people along my path; some come for the walk some stay where they are, busy and content on their own.

We just didn't need each other anymore. At a time we did, and there was a time we could see past our differences. I suppose the dynamics of an interpersonal relationship are relatively too strong to continue to balance in harmony.

And I don't know who continued

This cycle of insanity

And abuse

I can't concentrate anymore

I can't do anything right

Sometimes I wish I could die

But I need to be stronger

With or without you I can be stronger.



I have a world of opportunity ahead of me

And I'm tired of haters. I cannot let the demon in you succeed.

I have a job to do too, and mine is more important.



I want to thank the angels surrounding me

And I want to be grateful for the good things in my life



I want to be warm and loving

I cannot let people put out my light

I am an angel and I can love and be loved.



I just want the confusion to stop. and I just want love. I don't know how to get it anymore. I just don't get it.